HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to all father in the whole world. (i know it's a bit late to said this) Everyday is father's day actually so yeah. Wish you a happy life, Haji Ibrahim. please be 'fair'. I know that we're not talking/seeing each other that much, but I love you okay.
there my dad, in mekkah last year.
To whom it may concern; I dont care that you dislike the idea of the path that I choose. You have to know that Im not going to give up to make my dreams happen; my future. I'd put all my efforts on this, why don't you just accept it and be happy for me instead of complaining? I will not change my mind, no. never. I know I may sound alil bit sellfish but you just have to wait and see. I dont want to talk much but, time will prove everything. Phew... For school, I get my letter just now. Thanks to Eno tolong ambilkan. Registration starts on 6th July, while orientation 7 - 11 July. Wish me luck!
For another you; i can finally say a big,"FUCK YOU" i dont care if i dont see you or what, i don't care, i just don't care anymore. 'don't come. alright? i’m too overwhelmed and exhausted to really even care. Let’s see if it really work out in the end.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009,6/17/2009
Erase the Tape
Hola! First of all, I wana wish HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY (12th June) to my first bro, Zulkefli Haji Ibrahim. Enjoy everything in you life, be happy, naik pangkat lagi, and rajin rajin lanja; TAUFU! :D ah yeah, he told me to not post any of his picture (mcm tah before ani aku inda pernah post) but since ia request, so no pic. (:
I'd a dream this morning, a very good one. lol. Well... dream is a fantasy, let's face the truth; I realized that I don't need your attention anymore, really. For a past few days, I'd cut all the connection between... us. Until you send me a msg asking if I am mad? the answer is, NO. You have to understand this. You know that I adore all of God's creatures and the metaphors that they inspire, but those butterflies that I got in my stomach have to be murdered! I am trying it now, so give me 2 weeks or a week. After that fuck it, I dont give a fuck about anything (being emotional) anymore. No worries, it's my problem. Okay? Settle?
Moving on. Yesterday Vok school called my phone; asking me to take my letter of acceptances a.s.a.p. I've been accepted. Yeay me? Im taking business and finance course and will start schooling next month. YES YES YES! BACK TO SCHOOL~ NEW SCHOOL~ NEW FRIENDS~ NEW SCHOOL BAG~ NEW PENCIL CASE~ eyoh labih. Like what my ex told me, "awal-awal saja excited tu, sudah a month; BILA KAN MO BALIK NE?!?" I agreed plang tu. LOL. Time ani pun I actually feel biasa saja? Putung baju sekulah pun balum. Masa interview haritu, I saw my senior punya kain is black? Reminds me of my ex school; Chung Ching school punya kain. -_-'' Sanang cerita i havent prepare anything; mentally and physically. For GAC; I found someone to replace me as astaff in ArtWonderland already, I will train her starting next week? *paning* Jia You Nad! /self motivate. I don't really miss the centre, but I am sure that I will miss all of the students sana especially Ervin, Lian Sheng, Jia Huoy. /cry haha apakan labih. Note to self; Kalau ada free time, will visit them. :D okay thats all for now. Nah an update. -_-''
xxxx.
Monday, June 1, 2009,6/01/2009
Think Positive
Don’t be so damn hard on yourself. Yeah, you screwed up. You’re not perfect, fine. Learn from it. But don’t punish yourself. Be kind to you, even when you screw up. You’ll bounce back eventually. You’ll make up for it.
You are in charge of how you react to the people and events in your life. You can either give negativity power over your life or you can choose happiness instead. Take control and choose to focus on what is important in your life. Those who cannot live fully often become destroyers of life.
