Diary Name Eternity

FINAL EXAM

2010-05-04T17:57:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be our last day for final exam. Wish me luck :D

si 33 <3

2010-01-02T22:28:00.001+08:00

you know that feeling? that feeling when you just want the right thing to fall into the right place, not only because it's right, but because it will mean that such a thing is still possible? i want to believe that.

You Was Like A Drug To Me

2009-10-23T19:47:00.005+08:00

think how different it will be if you never met the one person who changed your life.

im glad that i found you.

thank you so much... for coming into my life, for everything.

I love you Abdul Hakim !

you're ze best!

17 Oct 2009=D

Maybe I Just Heard You Wrong

2009-09-15T23:43:00.002+08:00

How am I supposed to know if you care for me when everything you do, you do for yourself and her? ... my heart hurts. I don't have the guts to tell you, because you might feel bad and I never meant you any harm... and I never will.

Well... I wish we could have more than what we do. It's nearly impossible, if it were possible, my heart would be happier than ever.

Bangun Akhir Ni Oh?

2009-09-13T02:02:00.003+08:00

Happy Holiday Everybadeh! For the first time in my life *clear throats and shout*;

"I HATE HOLIDAY!"

33 is my favourite view in school, I'll be weak without seeing him in 2 weeks from now! eyoh labih. Like we're not going to meet nnti. Well, we are planning to do our assignment together maybe next week. I been thinking if only assignment is a human... i will slap him, tie him and throw him into the river. I WILL NOT SAFE HIM. Sigh...

HAPPY HOLIDAY! ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAY AND DEAR ASSIGNMENT... I HATE YOU!

RAMADHAN

2009-08-27T18:01:00.005+08:00

WOOPS! HAPPY FASTING EVERYONE!

.hapuskan dendam, bersihkan hati. lurus kan niat.

mr.33 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

It's Going To Get Better

2009-07-01T00:41:00.002+08:00

Try and try but then we get emotional.
I don't need hit and run.
Dont tell me we were only having fun.
I kind of like your sweet talk
& that could make a good start
But if you wana move me
You better play it straight with my heart.

Follow Your Dream

2009-06-27T23:34:00.008+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to all father in the whole world. (i know it's a bit late to said this) Everyday is father's day actually so yeah. Wish you a happy life, Haji Ibrahim. please be 'fair'. I know that we're not talking/seeing each other that much, but I love you okay.

there my dad, in mekkah last year.

To whom it may concern; I dont care that you dislike the idea of the path that I choose. You have to know that Im not going to give up to make my dreams happen; my future. I'd put all my efforts on this, why don't you just accept it and be happy for me instead of complaining? I will not change my mind, no. never. I know I may sound alil bit sellfish but you just have to wait and see. I dont want to talk much but, time will prove everything. Phew... For school, I get my letter just now. Thanks to Eno tolong ambilkan. Registration starts on 6th July, while orientation 7 - 11 July. Wish me luck!

For another you; i can finally say a big,"FUCK YOU" i dont care if i dont see you or what, i don't care, i just don't care anymore. 'don't come. alright? i’m too overwhelmed and exhausted to really even care. Let’s see if it really work out in the end.

Erase the Tape

2009-06-17T22:35:00.005+08:00

Hola! First of all, I wana wish HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY (12th June) to my first bro, Zulkefli Haji Ibrahim. Enjoy everything in you life, be happy, naik pangkat lagi, and rajin rajin lanja; TAUFU! :D ah yeah, he told me to not post any of his picture (mcm tah before ani aku inda pernah post) but since ia request, so no pic. (:

I'd a dream this morning, a very good one. lol. Well... dream is a fantasy, let's face the truth; I realized that I don't need your attention anymore, really. For a past few days, I'd cut all the connection between... us. Until you send me a msg asking if I am mad? the answer is, NO. You have to understand this. You know that I adore all of God's creatures and the metaphors that they inspire, but those butterflies that I got in my stomach have to be murdered! I am trying it now, so give me 2 weeks or a week. After that fuck it, I dont give a fuck about anything (being emotional) anymore. No worries, it's my problem. Okay? Settle?

Moving on. Yesterday Vok school called my phone; asking me to take my letter of acceptances a.s.a.p. I've been accepted. Yeay me? Im taking business and finance course and will start schooling next month. YES YES YES! BACK TO SCHOOL~ NEW SCHOOL~ NEW FRIENDS~ NEW SCHOOL BAG~ NEW PENCIL CASE~ eyoh labih. Like what my ex told me, "awal-awal saja excited tu, sudah a month; BILA KAN MO BALIK NE?!?" I agreed plang tu. LOL.
Time ani pun I actually feel biasa saja? Putung baju sekulah pun balum. Masa interview haritu, I saw my senior punya kain is black? Reminds me of my ex school; Chung Ching school punya kain. -_-'' Sanang cerita i havent prepare anything; mentally and physically. For GAC; I found someone to replace me as astaff in ArtWonderland already, I will train her starting next week? *paning* Jia You Nad! /self motivate. I don't really miss the centre, but I am sure that I will miss all of the students sana especially Ervin, Lian Sheng, Jia Huoy. /cry haha apakan labih. Note to self; Kalau ada free time, will visit them. :D okay thats all for now. Nah an update. -_-''

xxxx.

Think Positive

2009-06-01T14:42:00.010+08:00

Don’t be so damn hard on yourself. Yeah, you screwed up. You’re not perfect, fine. Learn from it. But don’t punish yourself. Be kind to you, even when you screw up. You’ll bounce back eventually. You’ll make up for it. You are in charge of how you react to the people and events in your life. You can either give negativity power over your life or you can choose happiness instead. Take control and choose to focus on what is important in your life. Those who cannot live fully often become destroyers of life.

Greeting!

2009-05-29T01:07:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

29th May; Hjh Jamliah, mum <3

26th May; Amzari, kajen :D

23rd May; Noremma, cousin :D turn 23

13th May; Henny, cousin :D turns 29

10th May; Mayrilene Jay, tweet/plurk buddies :D turn 19

5th May; Zunhamdi, bro :D

Sorry for the late greeting. Byk org birthday bulan May ni. Well, happy always, enjoy your life, success forever. &
My 2nd bro kawin this Sunday, 31th. Semoga berbahagia. eyoh. haha.

Happy Childrens Day!

2009-05-24T11:40:00.010+08:00

Is it today? err I heard it's on 25th May which is tomorrow but whatever :) So, we from ArtWonderland had asked our students to wrote their wishes. Childrens are simple-minded and extremely adorable. kalau duang sulk, just give them a candy. if mau blackmail *cough*, all we need to say,"i'll buy you a chocolate" seeeeeeeee easy. very easy. Here are some of their wishes...

; I like pokemon. I like internet pokemon
; I wish i have a barbie bouncer
; I want a toy car
; I wish i can spend more time with my parent and get a very good result.
; I wish im ninja!
; I wish that mum and dad love me
; I wish i can get 5A in psr
; I want to be good boy. I want got many money. And i also want got big house. And i also want the world not got fighting. And i want my house got swimming pool. And i like my mother very much.
; I wish my mother will give me present and money. I also wish that nothing bad happen to me. Thats all i wish about
; I wish for world peace. I wish i will get all A's in my exam. I wish that people will find a cure for cancer, diabetis and hiv.
; I love mum
; I wish i am a princess
; I want a beautiful wife and i want to live forever

-_-''

and me...
I hope VOK will accept me. Further my study abroad. Perform Hajj again. Set up my own business.

your wish?

p/s: watched night at the museum 2 yesterday, its AWESOME. you people should watch it. chaw!

Be Okay

2009-05-19T00:19:00.010+08:00

All of sudden, i don't feel sad and i don't feel happy. i'm calm with what ever happens. I know im being 'weird' with my 'deep' post lately? ha-ha. deep. *cough-cough. I'd think alot. I know from the beginning; everything is wrong, it won't last but still, i'm alright with it, as long that im happy for a few weeks? Now, i have no time for being sick, weird, cranky, emotional, 'heartbroken' all together. I want to get rid of all those bad aura, bad feelings i had all the time.

it's past. it's done. it's unchangeable. im moving on

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One: How has this past week going for you?
= i have to admit, i hated it.

Two: Who was the last person to text you?
= Emma.

Three: Last person of the opposite sex to give you a hug?
= Mizan.

Four: Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
= of course.

Five: First person under ' J' on your cell phone?
= Jeans Lee.

Six: Do you hate that person?
= no.

Seven: Any fun plans for today?
= after this? well, im going to sleep, it's fun! ha-ha.

Eight: Is the last person you held hands with attractive?
= very!

Nine: Do you get bored of your girlfriend/boyfriend easily?
= hahahaha. when they start to annoy me.

Ten: How many and what kind of animals are in your house?
= cats. 6 cats?

Eleven: Are you disappointed right now?
= no.. why would I?

Twelve: When was the last time something bothered you?
= last night, we just don't care.

Thirteen: What's the most interesting thing that happened to you today?
= i finally have an answer for my feeling :D

Fourteen: Have you ever broken someone's heart?
= broken huh?

Fifteen: Would you ever date a friend's ex?
= may-be. not.

Sixteen: If your best friend liked your ex, what would you do?
= there are no law for this.

Seventeen: Are you the type that would rather stay at other peoples houses or have them at yours?
= have them at mine.

Eighteen: Have you ever hooked up with one of your ex's best friends?
= no.

Nineteen: Do tattoos and piercings excite you?
= yes? haha.

Twenty: If someone hits you, what would you do?
= what?

Twenty-one: Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
= yes.

Twenty-two: Do you know anyone whose name starts with a Z?
= Zuhairie.

Twenty-three: If your ex came up to you and apologized for something they did wrong, what would you say?
= apology accepted, and he can go now.

Twenty-four: When was your last encounter with the police?
= a month ago.

Twenty-five: Do you still talk to your ex's?
= yes. oh ya, i saw one of them just now, outside my house. -_-'' he is actually my bro's friend, friend. okay whatthehell.

Twenty-six: Who would you like to be friends with again?
= mmm.

Twenty-seven: Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing?
= yes.

Twenty-eight: When people talk crap about you what do they say?
= i don't listen to people who talk crap.

Twenty-nine: What can always put you in a good mood?
= good music.

Thirty: Have you kissed in the rain?
= no.

Thirty-one: Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
= yes.

Thirty-two: What do you miss about your past?
= everything!

Thirty-three: Is there something you wish you could tell someone but you cant?
= yes. but, that will be 'weird'

Thirty-four: Are there any previous relationships you wish could have lasted longer?
= yes, but im okay now.

Thirty-five: Did your last kiss mean anything?
= yes.

JIA YOU EVERYBODY! xoxo

Your Favourite Mistake

2009-05-18T12:42:00.002+08:00

"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones that you did do.So throw off the bowlines.Sail away from the safe harbor.Catch the trade winds on your sails.
Explore.
Dream.
Discover."
— Mark Twain

Do You Know That

2009-05-15T12:19:00.004+08:00

I started to like you,
But at the same time.
I hate what we're doing to each other.

Only Fooling Myself

2009-05-14T12:57:00.005+08:00

I always liked him, because he was wounded. He needed a hug, just like all of us. What I liked most about him was that he picked himself up and dusted himself off. Always optimistic, which is sweet and funny.

— Ricky Gervais

wow-its-nad.tumblr.com

Music is the only medicine

2009-05-08T21:40:00.002+08:00

DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HARD IT IS TO ACT LIKE YOU DON'T CARE AND NOT MEAN A THING?

SELAMAT!

2009-05-06T13:04:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY ZUNHAMDI IBRAHIM

eyoh full name. this is my third bro. birhtday nya kemarin plang, 5th May. this guy memang teror pasal birthday nya kemarin ia inda balik rumah. and and, bila lagi kawin-kawin ne? lol. i <3 you

ps: wow-its-nad.tumblr.com

YES OR NO?

2009-05-03T00:11:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2009-04-28T00:13:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST GIRLFRIEND IN THE WORLD, ALICECIA! eyoh. I love you loads. Well, sucess always, happy-happy sama hakim :D and i'm glad that ur my BBF! Thank you~ <3

TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STARS

2009-04-24T23:37:00.006+08:00

So I was surfing the net when my brother went into my room and asked me to look at the OLD pictures in the guest room. Aww saya rindu zaman kanak-kanak saya, yang mana saya tidak perlu banyak pkir. -_-'

superman~ *that's what im saying, banar*
before menari

tunjuk rajin haha
haha sekalur, tapi jangan main-main, first place kali ah, lumba lari (Y)

more pictures arh facebook, but I haven't upload it yet pasal aku malas. n_n

CHIAWWW~

C-U

2009-04-20T21:40:00.001+08:00

CITRUS IS LOVE

2009-04-05T21:21:00.008+08:00

This is MIRINDA CITRUS <3 which aku craving since aku balik from Haj last year, December. and sejak atu, whenever aku ke kadai yg ada jual-jual minuman ane, mmg ku cari citrus but nada (i think minuman ne ada di Arab Saudi saja kali) :s special thanks to Hakim yg balikan aku citrus ne. nnti ko umrah lagi balikan aku SEKUTAK CITRUS ah HAHAHAHA.

KAMU-KAMU! IF KAMU TELIAT MINUMAN ANE BAGITAU AKU AH!

and minuman ane pun nyaman, haha advertise minuman jua la -_-"

AND YEAH. last saturday modem ku melatup. nasib it stil under warranty. so ganti baru saja. aku jln sekajap gunting rambut but na tutup laptop ku (apa jua kajap) suddenly guruh SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
SENGSARA RASAKU, payah wah kan online, mcm rumah ku ne di sekelilingi KUBU, ADA KUBU KALI DI RUMAH KU NE SAMPAI CONNECTION MCM MINTA TAMPAR USULNYA, kdg i wonder, aku tinggal di temburong ka? HAHAH BAH. INGAT AA IF KAMU LIAT MINUMAN CITRUS, TEXT AKU! <3

ps: jangan tegur (Y) tarus2 haha

Ques

2009-03-31T22:47:00.007+08:00

me and bro yg panat. -_-'

PICTURE OF THE DAY

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Name: H.S.Nadzirah.
Zodiac sign: pisces.
Male or female: f.
Height: 154cm

Current mood: annoyed
Current music: I told you so
Current taste: soya
Current hair: long; org atu ckp mcm antu
Current clothes: t-shirt
Current annoyance: emma takut mo tanya sii kurang vitamin c atu
Current thing I should be doing: finish kan episode 24 and 25
Current windows open: msn, plurk, gokusen, boys before flower.
Current desktop picture: black.
Current CD in stereo: hardly use it udah, but I remember my autumn in my heart ost & bon jovi cd; which was not belong to me. HAHAHAH I think org yg jual stereo ane lupa ambil cd nya -_-‘
Current crush:
Current favorite celeb: Jun Matsumoto & Choi Siwon & BaeSuelKi, Kim SoEun HAHAHA

[ DO YOU.. ]
Smoke?: nope
Do drugs?: never ever
Still love him/her?: nyehh
Read the newspaper?: jrg :/
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yes
Believe in miracles?: depends, if luck is on my side then maybe yes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: HAHAHA jangan buat aku ketawa -_-'
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes.
Consider love a mistake?: inda?
Like the taste of alcohol?: never try.
Have a favorite candy?: chocolate ne candy ka? i <3 CHOCOLATE FOX & HELLO PANDA!
Believe in astrology?: no
Believe in god?: 100%
Have any pets: cats, burung2~ fish.
Have any tattoos?: no
Hate yourself: c'mon la, its me. lol.
Have an obsession?: chocolate fox :|
Have a secret crush?: secret? nada lah tau jua urg ahah pakan.
Have a best friend?: e to the no, alice, mary. <3
Wish on stars?: HAHAHAHA stars? apada?

[ LOVE LIFE ]
Ever been in love?: awu
Do you believe in "the one?": no comment
Describe your ideal significant other: mmm~

[ETC]
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: kalau sim? tukar baju consider jua kah? HAHAHA
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": doing apa HAHA
Are you a teaser?: maybe XD
Shy to make the first move?: not at all. HAHAHA

[ EITHER OR.. ]
beer or cider: or
drinks or shots: drinks
cats or dogs: cats
single or taken: single
pen or pencil: pencil
gloves or mittens: gloves
food or candy: food
cassette or cd: cd
coke or pepsi: both. pepsi.

[ WHO DO YOU WANT TO.. ]
kill: seekor burung and seekor haiwan.
get really wasted with: Siwoniie apakan.
look like: my reflection from the mirror
avoid: nada :S

[ HAVE YOU EVER.. ]
Drank alcohol?: never before
Done drugs?: and never will
Run away from home?: no
Played Truth Or Dare?: before
Kissed someone you didn't know?: no
Come close to dying?: no

[ WHAT IS.. ]
Your bedroom like?: tidy/neat/organize = oppositenya.
Your favorite thing for breakfast?: roti HAHA
Your favorite restaurant?: ayamku -__-'
What's on your bedside table?: my bed.
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: nada. aku slalu cari indomee/maggie
Do you know how to play poker?: nda?
What do you carry with you at all times?: bag contain, wallet, hp, books, charger. etc
How do you drive?: drive biasa la?
What do you miss most about being little?: that i don't have to worry about anything
Are you happy with your given name?: okay saja
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?: no, i'd love to help
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: yep.

MOUTHOLOGY

Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of?
A. chickennnn! HAHAHA indomeee XD

Q. What is your favorite type of gum?
A. erm don't really eat much gum

TECHNOLOGY

Q. Number of contacts in your cell phone?
A. 100 bawah pakan.

Q. Number of contacts in your email address book?
A. email mana satu? haha

Q. How many televisions are there in your house?
A. luar 2, dapur 2, my room 2, karaoke 2, lorong 2, alai's 1, bai's 1, long's 1. kira sendiri.

BIOLOGY

Q. Are you a right-handed or a left-handed?
A. lefty.

Q. What’s your best feature?
A. my nose? HAHA

BULL[CRAP]OLOGY

Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A. no, and i'd like to keep it that way

Q. Is love for real?
A. if it works then yes

Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
A. aarori HAHAAHAHHA

Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
A. black, red.

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
A. maybe jua time damit HAHA

DAREOLOGY

Q. Would you walk naked for a half mile down a public street for $100,000?
A. no. bg aku billion pun inda HAHA.

Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
A: ew no.

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
A. no, my fingers are fine just the way they are thank you

Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
A. YES YES YES!

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A. hahaha no way

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
A. mmm kalau ada cicah cicah something okay kali? HAHAHAHA cicah~ or cacah?

Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
A. tidak

Q. Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000?
A. Nooo~ i could not stand it haha

LASTOLOGY

Q: Friend you talked to?
A: eno

Q: Last person you called?
A: org hospital? HAHAHAHA

FAVORITOLOGY

Q: Color?
A: green, purple. etc.

Q: Season?
A: spring

CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?
A: nope

Q: Listening to?
A: commercial

Q: Watching?
A. gokusen s2

Q

2009-03-29T20:11:00.002+08:00

Life is not so easy to decide. You never know how it turns out to be. Don't be afraid. You can try again and again.

ADOWABLE NIGHT!

2009-03-25T20:42:00.004+08:00

ADOWABLE!!!

last sekali baru baca bismillah. HAHA PAKAN.

WOXX!!!

Selamat Kahwin

2009-03-15T21:41:00.020+08:00

HAPPY KAWIN COUSINS!!!

Kampung Bakong,
Miri.
15/03/09

Aku ngaleh. Awal bangun. Aku banci awal bangun. Bangun awal tapi masih tidur akhir. HAHA.
First time. Liat pengantin jalanjalan. BeTelipun. Berkeliaran. Berulah. Habis besalam. Duduk sama org ramai. -_-'

Azmi

21/03/09

a lonely road~(8)

Dewi and and err apa nama mu ah? malas ku cek kad jemputan
muka lambat datang

BA-ULAH TIME

HAHA CLASSIC!
with bro

Iklan baju

EMOSI!

ma broo, haha control macho eh wawa
nyampuk, org nyanyi pun kan di kacau XD
HAHAHA kana paksa naik pentas. wait, pentas kah tu? haha

Bah atu saja. Banyak pictures oh? And awu aku hyper active tadi. -_-" HIGH AS ALWAYS. and aku mau lepak lagi arh Miri (miri ah bukan kampung; sengsara rasanya *EMMA IGT KO JAMBAN HAHAHAHAHA*)lama sudah inda jumpa cousins td, rinduuu~ have to go back early psal ujan (duang punya psal ne nyanyi, or should i say screaming? ahahah dahel)

The Girl I Used To Be

2009-03-11T22:08:00.005+08:00

"I don't understand this game we're playin
don't u understand what I am sayin

I don't wanna have a broken heart,
I don't wanna soul that's torn apart
I don't wanna have to live with all the pain u give me,
I don't wanna cry 4 u no more,
I don't wanna lie here on the floor,
I just wanna find my way back to the girl I used to be."- Kym Marsh

Maybe

2009-03-07T17:22:00.004+08:00

Maybe

Maybe . . . we were supposed to meet the
wrong people before meeting the right
one so that, when we finally meet the
right person, we will know how to be
grateful for that gift.

Maybe . . . when the door of happiness
closes, another opens; but, often
times, we look so long at the closed
door that we don't even see the new
one which has been opened for us.

Maybe . . . it is true that we don't
know what we have until we lose it,
but it is also true that we don't know
what we have been missing until it
arrives.

Maybe . . . the happiest of people
don't necessarily have the best of
everything; they just make the most of
everything that comes along their way.

Maybe . . . the brightest future will
always be based on a forgotten past;
after all, you can't go on
successfully in life until you let go
of your past mistakes, failures and
heartaches.

Maybe . . . you should dream what you
want to dream; go where you want to
go, be what you want to be, because
you have only one life and one chance
to do all the things you dream of, and
want to do.

Maybe . . . there are moments in life
when you miss someone -- a parent, a
spouse, a friend, a child -- so much
that you just want to pick them from
your dreams and hug them for real, so
that once they are around you
appreciate them more.

Maybe . . . the best kind of friend is
the kind you can sit on a porch and
swing with, never say a word, and then
walk away feeling like it was the best
conversation you've ever had.

Maybe . . . you should always try to put
yourself in others' shoes. If you feel
that something could hurt you, it
probably will hurt the other person,
too.

Maybe . . . you should do something nice
for someone every single day, even if
it is simply to leave them alone.

Maybe . . . giving someone all your love
is never an assurance that they will
love you back. Don't expect love in
return; just wait for it to grow in
their heart; but, if it doesn't, be
content that it grew in yours.

Maybe . . . happiness waits for all
those who cry, all those who hurt, all
those who have searched, and all those
who have tried, for only they can
appreciate the importance of ll the
people who have touched their lves.

Maybe . . . you shouldn't go for
looks; they can deceive; don't go for
wealth; even that fades away. Go for
someone who makes you smile, because
it takes only a smile to make a dark
day seem bright. Find the one that
makes your heart smile.

Maybe . . . you should hope for enough
happiness to make you sweet, enough
trials to make you strong, enough
sorrow to keep you human, and enough
hope to make you happy.

Maybe . . . you should try to live
your life to the fullest because when
you were born, you were crying and
everyone around you was smiling but
when you die, you can be the one who
is smiling and everyone around you
crying.

Grazie Signor Signorita!

2009-02-27T23:16:00.009+08:00

Grazie Signor Signorita!
First of all, eseh hahaha, I wana thanks all yg greet aku pkul 12AM yang message, msn, facebook, friendster, blog, plurk, twitter. Awww thanks yeah, really. This year paling byk la org greet aku sepanjang aku hidup 19 tahun ne wawa and dua org yg ku tunggu, ada greet~ walaupun sorang tu hampeh msg nya but still thank you very much.

Byk surprise la this year. First my boss order piza, yg biasa ja XD

and then time aku balik lunch td, na betantu usul ku aa. bestfriends ku , eno, alice & mary suprise kan aku, haha duang tapuk kasut and kereta duang supaya time aku balik nda sadar duang ada. SSSSS... parent and abg ku pun slumber ja pandai belakon kamu ah, then ku masuk bilik ku tadaaa! kajut ku, nasib ku na pengsan haaha belabih. haha imagin aku inda balik lunch, aku makan arh kadai td, stoingz kamu tu. haha.

hilang satu part, haha bapaku, "sapa inchaaK?" SSSSSS
SSS na betantu usulku rushing wa ne masa ku kaja td, & for your info aku akhir dtg td, students sampai udah but nasib bos alum. :/

and and aku ada cerita haha, masa kemarin 26/2/09; my cousin emmake rumah ku (as usual) ia pakai internet la mo submit form hecas, aku... just relaxing on my bed plus time tu aku VERY HIGH & PANAT berabis, buring ku haha pakan. tym birthday pun boring-boring.

So ceritanya kami dangar radio pelangi, and time atu segment Birthday Greeting. Sekalinya kata dj tu, "awda boleh juga menghantarkan ucapan hari jadi kepada pelangi914fm@rtb.gov.bn" Aku apa lgi, panat-panat tarus ku suruh emma buka emailku and aku sendiri type,

"Happy 19th Birthday Hajah Siti Nadzirah yg kini berada di restaurant....." Bla bla bla (padahal aku di bilikku limpang-limpang dangar lagu) HAHAHA yatah kata emma,'sit menipu. kesian jua eh'

HAHAHA whattttttttttttttttttt? aku boring kali ah, panat frust ku ahah pakan lagipun nada urg greet aku di radio? and aku birthday jua arini greet sendri inda jua papa HAHAHA PANAT, bukannya aku sms 8885555, 50sen tu hahah aku email ja, free :p

Okay la ucapan ku kana baca, time kan habis segment atu. abg ku misscall suruh buka pintu SSSSSSSSSS. kali ku dangar emma teriak,'SITIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!'

Aku mcm apa-apa? tarus ku belari ke bilikku

"Sekali lagi tahniah kepada Hjh Siti Nadzirah Bte Hj Ibrahim mendapat voucher sumbangan nasi katok mama?" (mama kah ku pun na tau) HAHAHAHAHA WHAT THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE? AKU MAIN-MAIN KALI AH ANTAR EMAIL ANDDDDDDDDDD TIPU LAGI TU AKU DI RESTAURANT HAHAHAHAHA what theee AKU MANANG lucky draw! -_-' nyaman tawa ku sama emma time ane, dahel berabis.

Tadi 27/02

kami sambut birthday ku (: actually kemarin but abg ku bai skulah rh bandar, ia miss 3weeks class udah sal ia ke KL aritu and my first bro byk keraja aher balik, so kami buat arini lah, nda byk picture here pasal nada begambar byk ne wah, c boy (Hmastar) ja byk gambar ne, nnti ku grab arh blog mu ah WAWAWA. Not really byk org dtg td pasal ada urg 'angin' and eventho inda basar-basar ku celebrate cam tahun dulu or last year berkem-kem, but im happy berabis! :D THANKS!

rasa haha
mrs.hafiz :p
marni with bf, boy.

AHH! greet yg paling KAWWW TEROR sekali yg aku dpt this year is,"selamat,hari ini kmu telah di jadikan"

Birthday

2009-02-19T22:05:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HADRI ZUHAIRIE!

one year older, your life will grow wiser~ may the day sealed with love, luck and faith.

20/02

After 5

2009-02-10T22:10:00.005+08:00

i just miss you, thats all.

"i know i said we could never be friend like before. but, maybe we can be better"

Edward Kulit

2009-02-05T22:11:00.002+08:00

Geli Mat! Lagu untuk semua.

Taggged by Syaii

2009-01-30T23:11:00.009+08:00

1.Eno
2.Emma
3.Karau
4.Rifkenous
5.Tiera
6.Mmjay
7.Zamal
8.wafi
9.yen

How you know 1?
= school, my best gf <3

What would you do if you never met 2?
= nada org dengani ku jalan-jalan ne. haha.

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you?
= c karau atu, gila ku krg ahaha. if si 4, imposible eh, dlu aku offer ia jd bf ku, tapi ia reject HAHAHA

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?
= err les tu eh hahaha. nop duang couple yg kamcing!

Do you think 7 is nice?
= funny sssssssss.

Do you know anything about 8's family?
= tau berabis. wawa NGAGAU!

Tell me something about 9.
= she loves her bf so much haha.

What language does 2 speaks?
= malay, english, ibannnn HAHAHAHAHA.

Who is 3 going out with?
= his in love, but inda bagitau aku sapa, psal ia karit!

How old is 4?
= 18.

Who is 6's favourite singer?
= err bethany joy kali haah antam.

Is 8 single?
= yep single and still frust. wahaha.

What is 9's last name?
= mm kong wei yen.

Would you consider being in a relationship with 4?
= ahahaha. tanya ia.

Which school does 2 go to?
= smsa plang p since result form 6 kuar, mengganggur tia ia ne haha.

What do you like about 5?
= happy go lucky~

tagg; everyone

KARAU the SHARK

2009-01-29T23:07:00.005+08:00

As forced, wahahaha. yes as promised, nah ku tunai kan janji ku lagi. haha. Well, this is Karau; funny, friendly and the craziest guy in da world. First time ku fikir nama nya Hj Basir, manakan arh profile nya ia taruh,

"He goes by the name Hj Basir," SSSSSSSSSSSSS, rupanya Haji Basir ane nama bapa nya. haha minta tandang banar wah anak ani.

& aku ne PERCAYA jua namanya HAJI BASIR HAHAHAHAHA TAMPAR KO KRG, nama banarnya, Khairul rupanya SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

if kan jadi doktor cinta, baiktah jangan di tanya comment nya psal conclusion nya mendukacitakan hahaha. eh you havent tell me about Z yet, apa nama full nya? HAHAHA sini jua lah ku bawa-bawa ya jua facebook. Good luck with your school, school jua lah, i mean, UBD! Jangan down-down haha.

HAPPY ENOKI DAY!

2009-01-20T18:54:00.004+08:00

SO SEDUCTIVE! kata Mary. haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIEND! Have a nice life ahead!

Tagged By ENOKI

2009-01-15T18:53:00.006+08:00

Do you think you're hot?
= haha sajuk ku ne kana hujan td, HUJAN HUJAN HUJAN SAJA haha sasak.

Upload a favourite picture of you.

Why do you like that picture?
= pasal ada org atu suka. kamu suka? haha.

When was the last time you ate pizza?
= last year arh pizzahut lumut with my girlfriends.

The last song you listened to
= sway - bic runga.

What are you doing now besides this?
= dangar lagu.

Which name do you prefer beside yours?
= AARORI.

Tag 5 people:
♥ Mz Starz
♥ Wafi
♥ Rifkenous
♥ Karau
♥ Hmastar

Who is number 1?
= cousin ku yang hari-hari ku liat mukanya HAHA TAPUK LAPTOP! HAHA!

Number 2 is having a relationship with who?
= si Dona opps! HA-HA Daniel Agger kali haha atu gay.

Say something about number 5
= suka menggambar, bah bagi tia camera mu arh aku haha.

How about number 4?
= org yang melayan gila ku and selalu ckp seluar kuyak HAHA.

Who is number 3?
= oh mr-sarcastic, tapi baik hatinya wahaha pakan.

note: you guys don't really have to do this.

CUTI-CUTI ARAB SAUDI~ Part 2

2009-01-07T19:20:00.022+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Mina

Ir just took 30minutes to get to Mina from Arafah if i'm not mistaken, but pasal traffic jam, kami sampai ke Mina 3 jam labih? Lupa ku. Tapi kami sampai dalam pukul 11 labeh malam and yeah people from Darussalam Holding sambut lagi.

What do we do in MINA?
= MELONTAR.

So kami stay di sini 4 hari 3 malam. Tinggal di kem lagi, tapi now kem laki-laki and perempuan sebalahan, okay la dakat, nda jua ku payah-payah mencari bapa ku jauh-jauh. -_-' and kem nya lagi basar dari Afarah. Yang siuknya kem kami dakat dengan tempat cari batu, so sanang ja kami cari batu di sini, batu tu di guna kan untuk melontar.

Esuknya kami melontar yang FIRST sekali. Tempat melontarnya BASAR ada 4 kah 3 tingkat lupa ku sudah tapi don't worry, naik pakai escalator ke sana mun pakai tangga wah 0.0! Batunya basar, sanang ko mengumban.

Guna 3 batu saja, melontar Jamratul Al-Aqabah then gunting rambut sikit (Tahallul) after melontar baru tah nada berpantang lagi. Laki-laki boleh buka pakaian ihram durang and pakai baju biasa. Bini-bini pun okay udah, BARU TAH KU BULEH MANDI FRESH EH! just one thing aku 'kurang gemar' sini; paksa mandi sekajap ja, haha pasal b-que, marah jua org tu krg mun mandi lama-lama haha bukannya hotel ne & masa mlm nya jua, aku baru tau Aznil Haji Nawawi pengacara Akademi Fantasia, naik haji jua. So kami 5 org jalan ke kem Malaysia, kali kana gto Aznil ngaleh bagas melontar, dtg lagi after 30 minit.

Kali time kami dtg, pagar tutup SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. malas tah lg, so balik ke kem and limpang2, haha time limpang, ada tia urg gtau pagar udah bebuka, malas tah kami kan dtg ke sana lagi hahaha.

Third day melontar KEDUA. Kena sedia kan 21 biji batu, pasal melontar arh 3 tempat, Jamratul Ula , Jamratul Wustha & Jamratul Aqabah each Jamratul ne mesti lontar 7 biji batu.

Tym patang nya, kawan ku ustazah Zatul & Afifah bawa mencari batu keluar kawasan Brunei 103. haha so aku ikut la. Then, duang ne tiba-tiba beranti arh kem Malaysia 102, yes sebalahan saja. cam bangang jua ku tu rupanya duang ne kan jumpa Aznil, sssss, padantah bawa camera -_-' di Mina ne habis hp, camera ku semua low batt, payah waa kan mencari tempat charge.

Back to the story, urg penjaga sana malar liat2 kami haha tapi kawan ku ane inda jua di aga nya gto apa hajat ane ahahah dahel, so lama2 guard atu yg aga kami -_-' LAMA JUALAH KAMI DIRI-DIRI DI SANA SSSSSS

"Mau jumpa Aznil"
"Ohh tunggu sekejap yee"

kan sanang kalau cakap dari mula, inda jua payah wasting time diri-diri. SSS...

Sekali Aznil keluar, waa ia tinggi, KURUS berabis and muka nya cam galap, haah di tv liat putih kan, biasa pakai makeup, but mcm pucat la muka nya. ia pakai kain sumting tuk cover kepala nya haha BOTAK bah paham-paham laa and okay ia sporting jua. tapi sayang nya mcam aku ckp td, aku na bawa hp ku keluar, plus if ku bawa pun na jua guna pasal low batt and SEMUA LOW BATT LAH. begambar pakai camera kawan ku dua urg atu saja, syg eh, aku nada gambar ah, duang ne pun nada online, ada sorang ne online tapi pakai hp, cana kan send T_T.

Masa malam nya org smua EXCITED AWAL PACKING, kira esuk pagi, habis breakfast around 8am bus dtg bawa balik ke hotel.

Hari yang ke empat, last day, sama mcm melontar yg ke dua, pakai 21 biji batu jua. Macam biasa lah sanang saja, nada susah. Siuk lah kami harini kira dapat balik Mekah, actually Arafah and Mina ne kawasan Mekah plang, nda jauh la.

Okay kami semua kana gumpul kan arh satu kem ne, laki-laki, perempuan nunggu bas lah, eseh mula-mula excited ne, aku wah, makan breakfast pun ku inda, haha AKU MO BALIK!

tunggu

punya tunggu

tunggu

bas

tunggu

balum

tunggu

lagi

tunggu

BALUM SAMPAI!

SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Kana bagitau pasal polis sana banyak tutup jalan? So paksa tunggu polis buka jalan. Bus terpaksa pusing-pusing. Mcam what theeee? HAMPA JUA MUKA SOANG SOANG TU lama nunggu.

-__-"

Sampat lagi ku tidur wah or masak maggie, no kalau aku ke Miri, balik kali udah ku ne ke KB, sssssss, pukul brapa nah bus sampai, pukul 5.30pm yo, bayang kan urg excited dri pukul 8am, nda, not 8am, tapi dri kemarin malam nya udah -_-' YATAH jangan excited awal wahahaha. -__________________-

Berabut lagitu urg naik bus, pasal bus satu-satu dtg wa, so siapa yg di dapan que, untung la, and kami kana bus number dua. Tapi walaupun kami bus number dua, kami yg pertama sekali yg sampai ke hotel dulu. *muka bangga*

Pasal apanah? bus driver kami ne beulah, masuk keluar, ganti urg, jalan, masuk sss. Jam wah jalan, and jalan byk tutup, so since ada 4 urg dlm bus plus mutawif di dapan ada 3 driver so duang ne ganti2, kdg sorang turun di dapan liat jalan di dpan bebuka ka inda. mcam, urg jalan kaki dlu sampai ne wah dari urg pakai bus or kereta, teksi or apakah, jangan saja pakai aeroplane lah atu lain cerita haha. dah lah tu drive lagi na tantu arh AKU LAGI DUDUK DAPAN SEKALI CAMANA JUA AKU NA TRAUMA LIAT DUANG DRIVE, sss ada bus satu ne langgar side mirror bus kami wah SSS and cali nya, sampat lgi driver bus ne turun marah-marah and usai cermin bus nya -_-' APALAHH hahaha dahel.

Kami sampai dlm pukul 7 labeh, 2jam okayla tu, padahal aah, 30 MINIT pun sudah bleh sampai wa actually, kambang wa pulis tu tutup jalan, cubatah esuk kah lusa kah, tahun dapan kah kambang, and baik lagi kami tu? ADA URG 8 JAM, 8 JAM WA BAYANG KAN, mcam duduk di kapal terbang tu eh dari Brunei ke Arab Saudi, p inda 9 jam plang tapi 8 JAM WAHH KESIAN ehh. wah emosi ku becerita haha aku ukan apa wa, aku pun fed up kali aa duduk lama-lama arh bus tu, kalau ia begarak baik jua, ane ia stop wah STUCK, nada perkembangan, nada proggreesing, nada naik sikit, nada pencapaian tinggi wawa memanjang ku ah -_-

Tym kami sampai hotel, kana maklumkan yg bus kami pertama sampai and duang Darussalam Holding ckp, kalau lapar makan arh R2 mcm besa. P first thing mestilah masuk ke bilik dlu RINDU KU KATIL HOTEL AH, AIRCOND, AIRCOND IS MY LIFE~~~~

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Everything sudah selesai tinggal Tawaf Haji & Saie Haji saja lagi tinggal, kami na mo lengah-lengah kan lagi so kami mo pergi malam atu jua, tapi kami dangar, masjid kana tutup psal ada VIP di sana mybe buat tawaf and saie jua so esuk ja lah kami buat. okay makan then ke bilik mandi then tidur. wahahaha.

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Esuknya Tawaf Haji and Saie, mcm biasa banyak org, huhu. Jangan harap kan inda ramai org, semuanya okay, pasal group Brunei really jaga org Brunei hahaha pakan -__-' tapi okay la everything's okay cuma ngaleh lah kan, urg tulak-tulak tu biasa sudah tu. SUDAH SEBATI DI DALAM HATI haah melampau. haha tapi time Saie haji yg terakhir, aku wah kana tulak oleh perempuan negro basar badan ane, planting ke siring wah ia melanggar badanku, cam aku diri tu ah, kali ke kiri berabis planting ku. kali aku tuleh ke blakAng, kira kan tantang la WAWA NAD MARAH, kali liat, bapa ku tulak perempuan negro atu balik HAHAHAHA PADAN MUKA MU BOOOOOO. Then MELAWAN WAH, di tulak nya bapa ku balik, kali bapa ku tulak ia lagi and bapa ku jalan ke dapan aga kami balik malas ya ingau perempuan tu ckp-ckp bising hahaha SAPA SURUH TULAK AKU DULU. AKU NADA DUSA APA-APA WAWA -_-' malas ku cakap, tp puas jua hati ku bapa ku tulak ia balik hahaha.

Habis selesai semua tu awwwwwwwwwwwwww FINALLY! ane baru FINALLY! FINALLY habis sudah urusan Haji, FINALLY! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! ha-ha. Org group dri Indonesia ne banyak paluk-paluk udah ucap syukur, nangis-nangis lagi tu haha banci ku liat eh, pasal aku pun teikut-ikut nangis liat durang T_T

Doa apa smua and gooo chowwww balik ke hotel, sss ngaleh eh ngaleh berabis, so kami sembayang di hotel ja hahaha START TIA MALAS SEMBAYANG DI MASJID nah haha nada wah, p bnar ee ngaleh waa. okay2. apa lagi kan ku ceta ne. aa so routine kami cam biasa laa sembayang ke masjid, then apa2 balik cam biasa semua urusan haji sudah selesai and tunggu kan balik saja.

On 13/12/2008 kami kana bawa melawat, ke Mina/Arafah/Jabal Rahmah/Jal Nur/Gua He'rah etc

Di sebab kan bas lambat sampai, so limited saja waktu kami. Buingggg.

Jabal Rahmah; tempat kali pertama Nabi Adam and Siti Hawa bejumpa, aa sapa kan doa pasal jodoh, sini the best place wawa. ada urg ukir nama lagi arah batu tapi tym kami kursus, cikgu tu ckp jangan tulis nama, SYIRIK hukum nya eh. so just doa ja wawawa.

Gua He'ra; Tempat Nabi Muhammad menerima wahyu yang pertama. Gua nya damit saja, muat ia sorang saja sini and bukit nya tinggi, na kami bekarih kan panjat bukit. banyak urg lagi, so kami lintasi saja.

Mina and Arafah pun kami lintasi saja, psal na cukup masa donggg.

Jabal Nur; haha JOM NAIK UNTA~!

Jabal Rahmah, aku di bawah ja, mama ku na suruh naik.
Bapa ku saja naik di atas.
aa anilah Mina dari jauh haha.

aku pun na tau di mana ne, bapa ku yg gambar ah haha -_-'

16/12/2008

Is the last day kami di Mekah, and mesti buat Tawaf Widha, means Tawaf Selamat Tinggal. Habis buat tawaf keliling kaabah tujuh kali, sembahyang sunat. Bila keluar dari masjid, di nasihat kan jangan tuleh ke belakang, takut mcm rindu laa, even time ko balik di hotel, inda bleh pasang tv, jangan limpang arh katil, nda buleh shopping, sapa yg kan shopping, terpaksa tah ia buat tawaf widha sekali lagi, ngaleh kali aa haha so kalau mo shopping sangat-sangat shopping tah awal before buat tawaf widha. (actually nya aku ada tuleh wah time aku keluar masjid, maybe pasal atu kali aku ne TERLAMPAU RINDU kan Mekah :/ )

Habis kami tawaf, untuk prevent dari melimpang arh katil, yatah kami stay arh bilik R2, bilik makan, lepak-lepak cerita-cerita arah sana saja haha. dahel. Habis sembahyang zohor, andthen dalam pukul 2.++pm, kami semua sudah ada begumpul di dalam bus, menuju ke Jeddah Airport

note: Jeddah airport ne khas untuk org balik haji saja, dalam setahun, durang pakai airport ne sekali saja.

Awal jua lah kami sampai around 4pm, kami kana suruh tunggu arah satu tempat ne, duduk atas tikar haha cool eh. andthen start tia org-org Brunei ane passing-passing makanan hahaha. Tapi di sana pun ada kana provide makanan.

Kami kana bagitau, kalau mau tukar baju untuk balik, baik tah dalam aeroplane, tapi banyak dah org pakai baju lawa-lawa yo. Haha.
Kami sampat lagi sembayang maghrib arah surau sana. and isyaa ku qasar, eh jamak kah? haha dahel. Habis tu sessi gambar-gambar apa semua then masuk immagration etc. ss bapa ku ah, ia suruh ku pegang beg ane, kali bebunyi sssssssss, ada alat penimbang brg panya sssssssssssssssssss.

Habis semua process tu selesai, akhir nya kami naik aeroplane, waa sedih woo kan balik, AKU NA MO BALIK! MO LAMA-LAMA DI SINI! haha majal. Pukul 9.++pm udah time tu. Time aeroplane start bejalan, aku heran kenapa kapal terbang ne inda naik-naik wah, mcm selalu nya naik udah ne timing nya udah. tapi ane masih jalan-jalan straight, pusing, straight, pusing, tapi aku biarkan saja, nda lama habis tu, ada anouncement, cakap yang brake aeroplane ane inda baik, so sila tunggu sebentar sementara pihak RBA mengusai.....

OKAY. lagipun aku ngantuk, mmg jam untuk tidur jua.

ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

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*Yawn* Aku pusing kiri kanan, masih lagi banyak org keluar masuk, keluar masuk aeroplane ah, balum siap lagi duang usai, so aku pun ke blakang laa kan ke toilet, paksa b-que -_-'

Suddenly aku dangar,"Na buleh jadi ne!" Ha-ha ada org marah, ia aga arh stewardess tu, which is only two steps away dari aku saja, dakat jua tu, so i could hear everything duang ckp, laki-laki tua ne ckp lagi,"Where's the captain?! I wana talk to the captain! We've been waiting for 6 hours already!"

Aku macam HAAAA? 6 JAM udah kah ku tidur? Mun aeroplane ne begarak wah 3 jam lagi sampai Brunei -_-'

Stewardess tu mcm tenang kan laki atu laa, ckp yg she can't do anything? (haha confort kan tu?) but will try to talk sama org atas lah.

Habis ku ke jamban apa, aku gto laa bapa ku haha apa bising2 blakang td wawa nad reporter. and then na lama habis tu, ada announment from RBA, ckp sorry blablabla, and duang akan sedia kan tempat berehat untuk kami sementara menunggu next kapal sampai.

HAHA tarus bapa ku telipun rumah, 'semua makanan kalau udah masak, sedakah ja arh masjid, kami balik esuk' sumting like that hahaha and aku dangar org di blakang,

"hello. cancel semua catering ah"

WHOAAAA? HAHAHA. PASAL AKU NA MO BALIK, NAH INDA PLANG JADI BALIK. HUHU tapi aku suka, dapat spenddd timeee samaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa WAHAHAHAHHA :DDDDDD

Haha bida la muka sorang-sorang, yatah nda buleh EXCITED wah. manakan mau balik Brunei, tapi paksa turun kapal terbang, i think aku sama mama ku yg happy ane wawawa. Kami kana suruh stay arh apakah namanya ne sampat jua lah ku sembayang subuh smua apa di sni, then tunggu, tunggu, tunggu... tunggu, tunggu, tunggu, tunggu....

Finally ada bus. Bawa kami ke Hotel Jeddah ne, aku na tau apa nama hotel tu haha inda lagi teliat wah.

note: semua bus and hotel tempat kami tinggal ne, RBA yg bayar :/

Okay then sekajap plang saja berehat, tapi sampat jua lah ku online haha -_-' charge battery, everything. Mandi ESPECIALLY. aaa and sapa yg tukar baju lawa-lawa awal-awal rugi eh wawawa. kusut kali ah baju haha.

Pukul 12 kami kana suruh keluar dari hotel, sasak. Sekajap saja, and balik semula ke airport td and BUAT BALIK PROCESS APA YG KAMI BUAT TD, MAFAN AAAA~ MENYUSAH KAN BANAR.

Aeroplane, around 9am sampai Brunei. ah hidung ku sampat lagi bedarah, like 20 minutes before landing Brunei haha malas ku ckp, nasib jua doctor duduk sebalah mama ku. -_-'

Org yg pertama ku paluk time sampai Brunei, abg ku yg first (= and aku dangar banyak RUMOUR pasal flight kami yg cancel tu.

"Ku pkir aeroplane atu rusak brake nya time di atas"
"Ku dangar kapal terbang atu bepusing2 di atas, and byk ambulance standby di bawah"

MELAMPAU. but syukur jua lah, brake atu rusak di bawah, daripada di atas :/

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Back. Yeah taken from kazen.
credit to emma; eh ko, don't give up, ko pham kan what i mean? if inda ku tampar ko krg hahaha

cuba kamu liat kepala abg ku c bai, baju hitam with 2 pictures di bawah ne hahah dahel.

singit.
menyiring wahahaha sss

ah ane jua kepala nya haha :S

BAH. Don't stray~ don't ever go away~(8)haha yeah, lagu sway ane lagu yg HARI-HARI aku dangar time di Mekah, if ku inda dangar sekali, inda sah. -_-

Alright. END OF PART TWO. ADIOS.

CUTI-CUTI ARAB SAUDI~ Part 1

2008-12-27T14:35:00.025+08:00

Sup!

I MISS ARAB SAUDI SO MUCH

Aaaaaaaaa hahaha APAKAN

LAMA DAH KU INDA BLOGGING. KERETA PUN LAMA DAH KU INDA PEGANG.

APAKAN /tampar.

Okay serious, jom dangar nad bercerita. honestly mula-mula kan pergi haji, im not excited at all. wawa nangis-nangis gitu payah rasanya kan tinggalkan Brunei *eleh* haha masa ku di aeroplane nangis kali ku aaa T_T haha. manakan almost smua kazen ku sayang, and bestfriends ku datang di airport. walaupun ada yang na sampat dtg pasal awal wa kami check in so telipun ja di dalam. but anyway, THANK YOU SO MUCH KAMU.

Sekali dalam aeroplane lama-lama cam 5 jam abistu haha 5 jam jualah, cam everything's okay. start dah ku terima kenyataan aku ke sana. APAKAN mcam di antara hidup dan mati jua eh. But okay. Sakit jubur ku duduk sana 10 jam tu.

Around 5pm waktu di Arab Saudi kami sampai. Means di Brunei pukul 10pm udah. Time sampai sana barutah meliat-liat sikit muka org Brunei ane tapi masih balum ada mood mau 'make friends' haha. Turun dari kapal terbang Medinah eseh sakai liat urg Arab wahaha. Afterthat masuk ke dalam bus yg macam ane

Macam iklan Rexona semua org. Manakan di Brunei manada bas camatu jangan harap daaaaa. Tapi banar time kan jalan baik tah pgg kuat-kuat handle di atas tu takut tergugur wahahaha bus tu jalan bukan nya bagi warning, sekatinya jer. Bus atu bawa kami ke tempat airport, tempat landing sama airport nya tu jauh ckit, bukan cam Brunei, ko landing, then keluar aeroplane tarus tambus airport kalau sana, pakai bus lagi.

HOTEL DALLAH TAIBA di Medinah. Siuk mo. Tarus lupa Brunei lah gerenti hahaha.

Jadi nya masa dtg ke hotel, byk pegawai and mutawif sana sambut, rasa terharu eh kana sambut haha. Darussalam Holding is the best. Kalau kan umrah or naik haji ka pakai ja package Darussalam Holding *iklan*. Masa sampai hotel Taibah kira-kira pukul 6labeh pm so kana suruh sembayang dalam hotel ja esuk barutah di masjid.

Lagipun mana kami tau di mana masjid nya baru jua dtg kan, then ke tempat M floor makan malam. Di sana kami jumpa kawan bapa ku ne ia tah yg tunjuk kan di mana masjid. Duiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Jalan-jalan dapan sikit udah tia sampai. -_-'

Actually untuk haji, ke Medinah Al-Munawarah ne hukumnya sunat if tarus ke Mekah pun buleh, tapi bagi ku Medinah lah yang paling siuk sekali. So na rugi singgah Medinah. Kami di sini 10 hari saja from 17/11 to 27/11. Tempat yg famous and yg sampat di lawat;

MASJID NABAWI. *offcourse hari-hari sembahyang sini*
RAUDAH, MAKAM NABI MUHAMMAD. *di dalam masjid Nabawi, kalau kan bedoa, arah kapet hijau :)*
SHOPPING COMPLEX nya dkt hotel, I LIKEEEE.
BUKIT UHUD *tempat first peperangan dalam Islam*
PASAR KURMA
MAKAM SAYDINA HAMZAH
MASJID QUBA *siapa yg sembahyang sunat di sana dapat pahala mcm sekali umrah. so siapa yg ulang alik ke sana and sembahyang lg di masjid tu kira dpt pahala sekali lagi umrah*

Di Medinah aku suka makan icecream nya NYAMAN haha random. "sudah ada pacar?"
"mahu sama saya?"
"sudah kahwin?" sss
awu duang pandai cakap melayu tapi bahasa indon plang tu. org sana banyak jua lah gatal-gatal kambang-kambang sikit. Takut ku, tapi mama ku suka,"baik jua tu ia kekambangankan ko dapat jua kurang harga" SSSSSSS tapi banar mun harga beg atu 60Riyal jadi 20Riyal tarus haha. Yatah siuk melontar sana, urg Brunei di sana panggil MELONTAR = SHOPPING means ko MELONTAR DUIT MU KELUAR. HAHAHA dahel pintar duang ane haha.

Haritu ku bali jam arh satu kadai tempat Bin Dawood atu, kali ingat ku na cukup ku bali jam ah,teringat kawan-kawan lain lagi psstt eno, tiera, mmjay kamu ampit ne jam ah p beg/kargo tu alum sampai lagi :S. Laki tu pekerja sana tagur aku,"sister nadzirah! bro halim balum sampai lagi"

APAKAN.

Aku mcm Huh? Siapa bro halim ne? dahel. kali na lama tu 'bro halim' ne sampai, OKAY, org yg layan aku bali jam ritu. and, time aku kan balik, ia bagi aku 20riyal? tapi aku na terima. cubatah bagi 100Riyal ka baru KAWW. WAWA.

and ada jua org Arab ne bagi cincin, haha di terima. :D tapi kdg annoying jua lah last-last ckp saja "AWU AKU ADA PACAR! AKU KAWIN UDAH!" SSSSSS

Time tinggal kan Medinah boring eh. Berangkat ke Mekkah dalam pukul 2pm waktu Arab Saudi if ku na salah. Semua laki-laki pakai baju ihram cause sebelum ke Mekkah singgah di satu tempat ne AKU LUPA NAMANYA. Di sana kami semua akan berniat kan membuat UMRAH

Perjalanan ke Mekah lama jua lah and panas haha pakan pakai bus plang. Tapi sana katat tu mo i mean kan masuk kawasan Mekkah ane kaat lah. Sampai dalam pukul 4labeh pm. Kana suruh rehat kumpul tenaga coz malam nya abis isya buat tawaf and saie umrah begroup and time tu lah aku first lihat Kaabah. ^__^~

SSSS punya ngaleh tawaf and saie ane BANYAK URG lagi, then tulak-tulak mun badan duang ane damit na jua apa ane basar ssss. Kami jalan pukul 8.30pm and balik pukul 12am ke hotel. Ngaleh, banyak org lagi yatah lama tu jadinya. Time ku di Medinah, aku kana tulak-tulak/di bawa arus haha sampai ke ujung ne wah, terpisah sama mamaku, wawa mcam jejak kasih. nasib jua mama ku sama kazenku na jua ku ingau, if inda adakan ku cari :s kasutku g mamaku pegang, aku pgg tikar sss bejalan pakai stukin saja ku keluar, tapi singgah ku ke kadai jap bali selipar wawa then baru ku balik hotel. -_-'

Aaaa hotel kami di Mekah; HOTEL DALLAH AYJAD sss kalau ko lambat jalan, 15minit tu kan sampai ke masjid, kalau laju 10minit. dah lah ngaleh jauh lagi masjid tu :S but aku okay, mama ku wa lambat ndakan aku tinggalkan ia hahaha.

Esuk jawabnya nda sembahyang subuh di masjid manakan sakit kaki ngaleh lagi. Kalau di Medinah full ne :)

Routine di Mekkah sama saja mcm di Medinah, sembahyang then balik hotel makan, sembahyang balik hotel makan tidur haha kalau kan melontar boleh plang p jauh sikit, ada plang kadai dakat hotel tu tapi mcm street-street haha mo jua yg standard. Jalan jauh sikit la.

Yang siuknya Mekkah ne bilik hotel kami ada dua, basar gtu mo. P banar eh kalau damit manakan taruh barang-barang, cam kazen ku tekana bilik damit aa payah kan simpan barang. Di Arab jua if start kan sembayang, semua kadai tutup atu yang bagus nya if di sini ada azan pun masih jua jalan-jalan, ada urg MAIN BULA lagi wawawa. kalau sana nada, semua org sembayang walaupun di siring jalan, jalan raya, mana-mana saja. And time kan sembayang baik tah dtg awal if mo sembayang dlm masjid tu, if lambat dtg haha luar tah ko, cam kazen ku stay tu ia tym asar, maghrib and isya dalam masjid ja gahhhhh. Kiranya pukul 2pm sampai pukul 7.30pm baru balik :S:S:S ngaleh wuuu, aku wah time medinah subuh tah, kan tertidur saja haha bukan lagi kan, tidur duduk ku wawa. mun hotel di mekah ne dakat bisai ane aduiii. and ah time hari Jumaat haha datang tah awal dua jam awal ka if inda huhu malas ku cakap. Bayang kan saja 4 juta org.

and kadai coklat PATCHI haha di Medinah langsung nada yg ada di Jeddah la ku dangar since time kami balik, ke Jeddah plang tapi ke airport saja tarus so nada chance kan ke Patchi, bapa ku minta mutawif sana bawakan kami ke tempat kadai Patchi ne lah, actually nda jauh bah, tapi traffic jam atu bari malas. Aku banci traffic jam. BANAR. AKU BANCI BARI BANCI!

tapikan jangan harap la Patchi ne, i mean aku makan sebuting ja di rumah habis tu kan ambil lagi habis tia laku benerr.

6/12/2008 dalam pukul 3.30pm kami kana suruh bergumpul untuk perjalanan ke Arafah. Aku masih ingat, since org ramai banyak sudah berambus dari Mekah ke Arafah, baru tah ku dapat sembahyang dengan tenang di masjid, barutah banyak ruang kosong, tym ane aku sembahyang di tingkat tiga. waa buleh liat kaabah urg keliling kaabah tu eee banyak eh urg. Yatah abis sembayang zohor bapa ku wah capi ia cakap, "buat tawaf satu round di sini" SSSSS kalau mo tau buat tawaf di atas ne yg err satu round 11 minit kah? baik lagi di bawah pasal ia di bawah i mean ia dakat kaabah kalau di atas tu BASAR kali ah AKU MO BALIK MAKAN TENGAHARI DI HOTEL, p sayang jua aa? so aku buat la, apuuu mama and bapa ku g lambat jalan, and banyak sudut-sudut tempat kaabah atu duang stop berdoa? aku doa plang i mean aku abis doa dah awal2? i mean aku doa jua tym tu, p inda kan malar stop, sekali gus la bedoa -_-' kali sekali ne ku tgu bapa ku. note: actually kalau tawaf manadakan stop pusing2 blakang liat org, p anekan 'tawaf saja-saja' :s aku tunggu bapa ku kali ia liat aku stop ia ckp,"taruskan saja" bah ku taruskan lah, kali ku jalan-jalan baca apa saja doa yg ku tau, bah manakan buku manada ku bawa. haha aku rasa tawaf ku di atas seround tu inda sah kali manakan inda kyusuk buthen, tawaf kana paksa tu ahaha if di bawah walaupun kurang org, tapi masih jua ramai eh di bawah atu. okay-okay sekalinya aku rasa sudah seround aku ne? tapi ku na jumpa mama bapa ku? T_T aku lagi na tau mana turun :S aku ikut-ikut urg saja kali dpt jua lah ku turun nasib ku ingat mana jalan balik, kali ku balik sendiri di hotel, ss aku tgu mama bapa ku wah lama tapi nada, haha sampat g ku bali icecream yg mcm mister softy tu nyaman eh, sama recharge kad 50riyal di kadai untukku chatting WAWA nadawah p banar palng tu haha XD tapi credit ku tu masih alum abis g mo sampai skrang, p pakai ku apa jua di Brunei ane. ah andthen ku balik hotel duang nada, kunci di bwah masih ada. SSSSSSSSS nasib jua kasut ku ada tym tu, p kesian kasut mama ku, aku pegang kali ne T_T haha bebalas eh. kesian mama ku haha 15minit lagi jauh tu nada kasut lagi :S

Eh ada lagi ceta masa aku di Medinah kan, kira time tu aku sembahyang di luar sama mama and kazenku, aku suka sembahyang di luar time Maghrib and Isya di sana pasal SAJUK. aa sekali kira bekenalan la sama urg Africa ne, sorang ne peguam, sorang doktor gigi. haha lawa laa duang, sekali ia bg tasbih kira kenang-kenangan la. Okay. Time ku di masjid Mekah, aku baca-baca la pakai tasbih org Africa tu bagi and urg sebalah ane org Sri Lanka ia kan pinjam tasbih ku so ku pinjam kan la apajua. Then, abis sembayang ia suruh ku tunggu ia. Bah ku tunggu la, sekali rupanya ia kan minta tasbih ku tu baa, aku mana mo bagi mun ku bali na jua ku kisah, ane urg bagi aku kali tu ah bulehhhh.

Sekali mama ku ne paksa aku bagi saja arh urg atu,"Eh bagi saja wah tasbih atu cuba ko liat ah ia bedoa aa, krg di doanya na baik-baik ko yg kana tu" SSSSS takut jua ku tu wawa last-last ku bg. tapi heranku tangan nya begalang-galang emas ah, ndakan nda tebali tasbih. atu yg ku musykil tu, knapa ia berminat dengan tasbih ku tu ah? haha dahel.

WAAHH NAD BERCERITA WAWAWA. EH BAH YATAH KE ARAFAH, kami kana bg kad lah gtau number bantal masing-masing berapa. and di sana tinggal dalam kem, kem laki di ujung, kem perempuan di ujung lagi, satu kem 13 org, yatah start sana barutah ku bekawan haha nad ada kawan sudahh! wawa. aku suruh duang panggil aku nad, if inda ku na layan wawa nadawah ku main-main tapi banar plang tu p inda kan aku inda layan oo? tapi duang panggil jua wahaha. APAKAN. ulah di Brunei jua eh. haha.

Sorang namanya Afifah 16 tahun, dua org ne nama duang sama Kaka Bibie soang kaja kadai emas sorang pulis 28 and 31 tahun. sorang ne rupanya pupu 3 kali ku wawa jejak kasih eh, ustazah ezatul umur nya 27 which mula-mula ku pikir 17 tahun SSSSSSSSS... damit wah. hahaha -_- aaa and sorang dalam kem kami tu mama DJ ZURA, dj pelangi fm ah mamanya hehe. siuk lah semua kami rapat di sana sporting duang smua. aku sayangggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg duang.

the mums.

Di Arafah, sampai sana pukul 5 labeh pm. aa di sana laki-laki pakai ihram, and pompuan besalah payah ku explain, tapi putih lah aa, mm time pakai ihram ne na bleh bergaru, rambut gugur na bleh, mandi bleh p payah bah perempuan ane kdg rambut gugur, na bleh gugur rambut jua, if nda sengaja na apa plang tapi baiknya jangantah mandi. na bleh pakai wangi-wangian; minyak wangi, minyak vicks, geliga kah antam kamu tah apa, tisu wangi, berus gigi buleh p jangan pakai ubat gigi, HARAM. if inda batal la catu lah. kira esuknya yatah hari yang banar-banarnya.

Kata org, hari tu 7/12 hari yang di kurniakan gelaran haji/hajah. Di Arafah, mesti banyak kan zikir, selawat, sembahyang, doa-doa... aa di sini jua 7/12 tu kira hari raya haji if im not mistaken? if di Brunei hari isnin kan? 8hb. haha aku confused. tapi that day di antara zohor to asar kami dalam kem menghabis kan wirid, panjang la wirid nya. and time tu ku baca, time doa, dengan sendirinya buleh nangis waa. i mean cana ah, ko sendri buat, ko sendri dapat merasa and ko rasa, ko deserved pasal atu hasil usaha ko sendiri. haha emosi ku ah, and start sana org banyak panggil 'hajah' rasa happy, and macam FINALLY! start sana barutah aku syukur, rasa bangga jua, and yg penting aku deserved. really. ukan plang ku mcm AKU HAJAH AKU HAJAH, p ko sendri ada rasa on that day. and start sana, aku 'jaga' lah. hahahaahhaah. awu aku memanjang p payah ku kan describe. hehe. banar siukk. Aaa kata ustazah, doa time Asar tu doa tane makbul. haaaa YATAH KU SUKA TU NAH.

OKAY habis maghrib, kami kana suruh bergumpul untuk ke Mina masih lagi berihram. ane ku sambung lain kali lah, sal aku malas, aku ngaleh udah. bah. chiaww!

You'll Have To Wait

2008-11-16T00:30:00.005+08:00

To all my lovely family, cousins, close friends, and all yang pernah sama aku im sorry, really. If anything yang aku na sadar ka terkasar, buat kamu marah and makes you guys annoyed, you know sometimes aku ne terlampau happy, and kadang pemarah jua, c nad minta maaf haha. (: aku sayang kamu semua ♥

Aaa emma, thanks for the tribute, kajut ku. Sebulan ku na jumpa ko tu ah, imagine ku bali line sana aku online gtu kan update blogs hahaha wth~ hey adatu ku doakan ko dpt jodoh baik, haha tampar ko krg, org dpt kehidupan baik kah, apakah, ane jodoh jua lah hahaha 3K banar!

My bestgirlfriend; eno, alice & mary thank you for spending time this whole week with me, sleepover, panat jualah malam-malam haha, jalan-jalan~ and pasal surprise kamu kan buat walaupun nda menjadi, thank you~ siuk jalan-jalan ritu XD sampai abg ku wah,

"urg kan pergi haji ne berehat di rumah, ko ane bejalan saja kaja mu na pandai teranah"

HAHA aku mau enjoy okay. -_-' & to eno thank you balikan aku ubat aa, dengani aku ke hospital, aku pun getting better dah. drive carefully~ and jangantah trauma lagi, ko berani jua. jiayou you can do it! and yeah, jangan dua hati, i'll remember :p

SO SEKALI LAGI

SORRY FOR WHATEVER I'VE DONE

eseh mcm tah ku pergi setahun hahaha. ♥

SHEN RE KUAI LE♥

2008-11-09T00:41:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 22 BIRTHDAY ZAIDI!

♥Hope Bai success, dapat habis kan your study sampai ke peringkat yang lebih tinggi lagi & dapat naik pangkat la kaja, ikhlas ne muahaha.♥

JERSEY D

2008-11-04T20:52:00.003+08:00

MENANGIS LAMPARD LIAT BAJU MU WAFI. Tinggal huruf'D' saja. MALAS KU CAKAP. HAHAHAHAHA DAHEL.

FAU FAU!♥

2008-10-31T00:25:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 22 BIRTHDAY COUZI!

i wish you an awesome life ahead through love. esehh... c BAJU MERAH kali ah hahahahahhaha

ZAMAL ye? ♥

2008-10-24T19:02:00.008+08:00

pic stolen from fs wawawa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAL!

nanti ko balik Brunei, masakkan aku nyaman-nyaman ah, if inda nyaman ku bakar certificate mu ah HAHAHA i miss you! (last time aku jumpa ko rushing ah walaupun aku & alice actually sampat angkut ko ke rumah zhafri but mama mu na nyuruh psal flight mu na lama lg haha -_-') but nevermind, this December ENJOY tah tane puas2!

"oo siti can you make a straight line? haaaa???????????" HAHAHAHAHA WTF.

Basar bagak udah ya adedeh~~~ GOOD LUCK IN EVERYTHING especially in your study, jadi the BEST CHEF in the world! Kalah kan tia CHEF WAN AH!HAHAHAHA♥

Won't Say a Word

2008-10-23T20:10:00.004+08:00

i am totally not in my best mood today. i feel weak; till i feel lazy opening my mouth to utter any single word. hurt; that i felt an extreme internal pressure that was squinting my arteries, & a dagger throbbing my chest. tired; tired of everything that makes me wana run and just forget this world for a moment. i need a rest. cause i cant pretend i am okay when i am not okay at all.

PANAT

2008-10-22T21:43:00.012+08:00

Kemarin-kemarin malam aku sama kazen ku si emma ne jalan-jalan di soon lee and time aku cari coklat fox, aku dangar emma cakap,"Cristiano KANA SUMPAH JADI KEREPEK!"

Bangang ku, tarus ku liat apa ia liat

TAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHA! MATI EH ATU NYAMAN TAWA KU ARH KADAI AH banyak urg toleh HAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA! SSSSSSSSS

and ah kami baru buka hamper kemarin. crappy4nothing kau mahu lolet? ahah

eno sorry salah bagi lolet hazel nut jadi blackforest ahah LOLET jua lah! WAWA

ps: oh ya anyone pernah rasa kerepek tu? apa rasanya ah? i asked eno td

me: nyaman tah?
eno: i didnt taste it, tapi mcm biasa kali i guess?
me: mcm biasa jualah haha dahel
eno: mesti ler~ kalau taste si cris lain kali

SSSSSSSSS. MALAS KU CAKAP

TORRES/CRIS/FAB/NANI JANGAN JADI KEREPEK. IF BALLACK DI PERSILAKAN WAWA

note : aku inda berapa 'gemar' ballack. (:

PANJANG UMUR DADDY♥

2008-10-21T00:09:00.009+08:00

Happy Birthday to you~ Happy Birthday to you~ Happy Birthday to papa~ Happy Birthday to you~ I realized, nowadays aku jarang begambar sama bapa ku :(

So aku kan ambil gambar baru la, baru jua td around pukul 11 labeh pm since bapa ku balum tidur, mengamas bilik karaoke nya -_-' & abg ku baru abis mandi SSS pkul 11labeh pm jua lah ia mandi, malas ku ckp. I asked my bro to took my dad and I punya picture.

Aku,"Deh gambar mo"
Bapa ku,"Eh bida ne rambut"
Aku,"Nda papa tu, nah pakai baju ne lawa"
Bapaku,"Eh na betantu ne"
Aku,"kan masuk dlm blog, internet"
Bapaku,"EH JANGAN EH APA PLANG MASUK ARH INTERNET NNTI URG APA-APAKAN JANGAN EH!" BLA-BLA-BLA

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HAHAHAHA PERCUMA KU KANA MARAH. SSSSS... BLOG kali ah, bapa ku ne nda tau apa blog ne -_-' malas ku explain. Nyaman tawa ku eh sss. Time bapa ku bising-bising lari jualah ku sama abg ku masuk bilik sendiri TAHAHAHA so here I am wawawa. SSSS

Wish you a happy time, panjang umur, murah rezeki & JANGAN TAH KAN MARAH-MARAH SAJA SABAR~ TAHAHAHAHA tapi if marah pun I STIL LOVE YOU~♥ WAWA

Si NAD BERKURAPAK

2008-10-19T20:27:00.013+08:00

Tadi my parent and I ke bandar, last week ke bandar jua, tadi ke bandar jua, next two week ke bandar jua nanti ke bandar jua, ngaleh ku... ahah sekadar mcm tah aku yg drive XD

Last week ke bandar pasal ada taklimat Kesihatan, tadi ke bandar sal ada Forum Perdana & Taklimat Pengurusan Pakej Darussalam bgi Musim Haji 2008 di International Convention Centre, ICC. Kana suruh dtg pukul 7AM wah! Atu AWAL. Aku bangun pukul 5am, akhir~ sampat lg ku kana lecture psl mandi lama (A), atleast aku siap laju aa~ tahaha sampai sana around 7.15am, BALUM JUA START LAGI NGALEH2 JA KELAM KABUT -_-'

JANJI MELAYU.

Start forum perdana pukul 8.15am. Pihak RTB ada, tarus duang buat rakaman untuk rancangan AN-NUR. Actually nya every kursus haji yg aku attend, aku nda pernah miss terTIDUR -_-' Kira ane second last punya kursus plus ada Rtb, aku kan bisai-bisai lah. Semangat jua lah mo dangar tapi dalam 15minit tu... TERTIDUR jua lah HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! This time lagi hebat, bila ku dibangunkan uleh mamaku, after a few minute tu, SESSI SOAL JAWAB TIA SUDAH WAH hahahaha hancur eh -_-' kan habis sudah :s

Habis tu makan time, tehehe time makan aku tah yang paling LAJU V^.^v siapa jua na suka makan? tahahahha, rezeki jangan di tolak bah. wawawa.

Hancur eh tudong ku, aku siuk-siuk makan, kana pajal suruh begambar -_-' okay after jamuan, ada taklimat pengurusan Darussalam Holding, ahah ani don't worry aku inda tidur, fresh dah ku abis makan tahaha, lagi pun aku cuci mata wa rh toilet. Aaaa ceta psal toilet ne SSSSS, time aku ke toilet sana, sss ada bilik dakat dengan toilet ne, duang main band lah, 'pancaragam', udah aku kan masuk toilet CAPI tia duang main lagu NATIONAL ANTHEM BRUNEI SSSSSS PAKSA JUA AKU DIRI STRAIGHT DAPAN ARH LUAR JAMBAN TU SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. MALAS KU CKP.

Yang taklimat kedua ne, duang gtau la apa patut kami buat nanti, mcm antar beg awal sehari sebelum flight, krg abis forum ne ambil beg arh bilik J, haji ne haji tamatuk so umrah dlu bru haji bla3, byk la duang explain, panjang kang ku beceta. esehh WAWAWA. Time second round ne aku na duduk ma mama and kazen ku psal na cukup tempat duduk, so aku duduk di ujung lah. Urg tua di sebelah ku ane cali mo, byk ckp, bawa beceta... aku apa lagi layannnnn~ hahahaha maybe pasal atu jua aku na tidur lagi -_-' ahah urg dapan ku lagi tah teror, bechatting ya haaha dahel. MALAS KU CKP.

Habis udah semua tu then abis, ahah apakan sentences aku ne na betantu -_- okay abis ceramah, ambil beg la kana bg free and then choww balik ahah, nadalah, bapa ku bawa makan lagi :D yeay! saya sukeee makan =] tapi time bapa ku bawa ke tempat makan, aku mcm, 'sini lagi?' Aminah Ariff, minggu lapas sini jua,

note: aminah ariff bapa ku punya fav restaurant :S

Tapi nasib jua harini makan arh SEBALAH restaurant aminah ariff, ahah aku dangar sama saja? tapi na apa lah asal kn na sama tempat nya -_-' SANGAL KU WAH SANGAL. Ah na lama abis kami dtg, kazen ku pun adatah makan sana jua. Then jalan2, after jalan MAKAN lagi HAHAHAHA. Time ane pun terjumpa lagi kawan bapa ku, ahah mula2 laki nya ne, kali abis laki tu jalan aku tnya la arh bapa ku,

"sapa tu?"
"bapa aisam (bakas jiranku lama)punya kaka punya laki" -_-
"oh" kali ku tenampak binilaki tu liat rh tempat duduk kami, kali ku gto la parent ku,"tu aa duang liat sini"

So auntie ani ke tempat kami betagur. Haha besa lah urg bejumpa,'Apa khabar kita? Lama dh inda jumpa. Jalan sama sapa ne?' bla3 -_-'

Kali nya auntie tu point arh aku,"ane sapa ne"
Bapaku,"anak ku yg bungsu sekali yg ke lima"
Aku,"hehe" salam2 ^^
Auntie,"Eh sama ne anak ku pun 5 urg tapi laki2 yg bungsu. Berapa umur mu lai?" SSS
Mama,"18 tahun"
Nodded.
Auntie,"Anak ku kan masuk 20 tahun. Ada boyfriend kau sudah?" SSSSSS
Aku,"Haha nada~"
Auntie,"Bah baik plang dijodoh kan ni dengan anakku! " EXCITED WAH AUNTIE AH.
Bapaku,"Bah pinang tia"
Aku,"Eh? Na mo eh"
Auntie,"Inda jua papa, apa nya urg? merapatkan tali persaudaraan? hahaha" -_-'
Aku,"Na mo eh"
Mama,"Masa ane payah, kan di jodoh kan, bukan mcm dulu2"
Auntie,"Yatah tu. Eee" BLA3 then auntie tu balik tempat duduk nya.
Mamaku,"Tepakai kan kau ia ah dek, baru jua jumpa"
Aku,"Haha nanti th ku gto,

'macik aku ne na pandai buat kaja umah'

CONFORM IA NA MAU HAHAHHA'" -_-'

So di kira-kira, 4 kali ku makan harini (SEKADAR), p sehat eh urg brunei ane oo? Ah! Timetable sudah keluar!

BANYA URG TANYA BILA FLIGHT KU BILA NAH AMBIK BACA

PENENRBANGAN KE 4: 17/11/2008 (isnin, 11.15am) sampai Madinah pukul (5.00pm) balik bertolak dari Jeddah 16/12/2008 (selasa, 9.00pm) sampai Brunei 17/12/2008 (rabu, 12.05pm)

**
2nov2008; last tah kami berkursus ne ke BANDAR lagi, mm practice melontar rh stadium, ane mun ku tidur lagi na tah ku tau tu TAHAHAHAHA

I Don't Need Another You

2008-10-17T21:06:00.006+08:00

even after saying i love you thousands of times, just one word saying lets part puts an end to love.

♥you♥ jia♥ you♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARY♥

2008-10-15T18:53:00.004+08:00

♥Wish you a Happy 19th Birthday Mrs.Rigel. Happy always, Success in everything you do. Stay cute. Have a nice awesome life ahead. I love you loads. Have a blast. Mwah! BFF♥

Don't have to say that

2008-10-13T17:20:00.000+08:00

People don't comfort each other because it solves anything. But, it is about understanding how that other person feels because that in itself can be a big help.

SLUMBER

2008-10-13T12:49:00.003+08:00

"kau tau apa itu movement dan emotion?"

JOM JOM RAYA!

2008-10-05T10:15:00.012+08:00

HAPPY RAYA, YOU! MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

This year raya, semua nya di buat last minute. Well tiap2 tahun plang kami buat everything last minute, tapi tahun ne mcm malas, nada semangat kan mengamas. Nasib jua aritu inda nampak anak bulan walaupun actually aku dangar nampak, but inda nampak. APAKAN. But whatever BERANTAKKAN berabis rumah kami aaa... mcm kana bom hiroshima.

ani first living room, balum lagi liat di belakangnya hancur berabis.

ani bilik abg4 ku, org usai2 bilik ia pun ikut-ikutan.

sss

malas ku cakap

haha org mengamas, tidur tah plang sss

ane bilik yg paling teror sekali dlm dunia, bilik anak daranya hahahahaha.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Okay raya time.
My first day; Bapa ku wa marah-marah, marah saja kaja nya, menses kali. Kemarinnya aku rusakkan control tv and pacah kan mangkuk (Ketara inda ikhlas ku mengamas ah sampai pacah2 barang HAHA) Tertumpah waa kicap arh control tv then aku 'basuh' control tu, sekali bam! rusak control, kana marah. Esuknya first day raya, abg ku akhir bangun -_-' and bapa ku, marah lagi, mentle banar~ yg bari sasak, mengungkit jua lah pasal control tv -_-' haha. inda cool eh. kan besalam minta maaf pun nada mood wah, cuba liat muka bapaku SDJUVndjvnddvd berabis!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Cali eh bapa ku ne. Asal ja aku liat gambar ne nyaman tawa ku HAHAHA! Mana kan marah2 nda sabar kan ke rumah SECOND haha alum abis ceta ku ah haha. So first day raya ke bandar lah.

My second day ke Miri

Actually nya banyak lagi gambar-gambar arh miri tapi kamera habis battery -_-' abg ku tu spoil eh inda di charge nya battery kamera ah. Malasku ckp. Bah2. Malas ku memanjang. Haha. Byeesss

Ps: Atleast aku basuh controller tv ah, daripada eno di umban nya control tv rah dinding sampai pacah, psal ada cicak. HAHAHAHAHA COOL KO ANE EH HAHAHAHAHA MALAS KU CAKAP.

RANDOM

2008-10-01T02:38:00.003+08:00

PART 1

PART 2

Qu Ni Sheng Er Kuai Le RIFKENOUS

2008-09-25T22:16:00.006+08:00

♥HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!♥

i think this pic is cool. yatah aku curi gambar ne. sorry haha.

♥Rifkenous, is an awesome person, not to forgot sarcastic jua. Lol. The person yang aku cari time aku di dalam kondisi yg extremely panat, high, lame, emo, typical mood and surprisingly ia ne melayan jua. That's what i like about you. Haha. Aku suka kau, as a friend. Terharu ko? wawa. Wish you all the best in life.

PS: Jangan tah takut driving, lama-lama okay tu... I think? Lol. Bah bila lanja ne di KFC, Kiangeh Food Court? Haha mcm benar. ♥

ah yeaa, actually aku mo bg comment arh fs mu but aku tau ko inda approve, so sini ja. teheeee.and ah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY kau, crappy4nothing.

HAPPY!

2008-09-17T21:17:00.004+08:00

BALLOON FLOWER ROOT

♥BALLOON FLOWER ROOT - HAPPINESS♥

HOPE KAMU, KAMU, KAMU, I MEAN KAMU SEMUA DAPAT KAMU PUNYA HAPPINESS! ♥

ERASE & ERASE

2008-09-14T23:03:00.015+08:00

I love you I love you because my heart aches

It's funny how someone can break our heart and we still love them with all the little pieces. & It's really pathetic how we keep trying to hold on to something that's not come back.

Be free. I believed time would solve everything and now i just want to go with the flows. Cause it doesn't matter... I have nothing to do with you from now on.

♥ love is the movement ♥

p/s: aku inda suka Micky lagi, aku suka Choi SiWon haha.

Hey MICKY You're So Fine!

2008-09-06T20:39:00.019+08:00

AKU MAHU MICKY!

OMG! SWOONS! ajar aku main piano please :D

COOL! SEXY berabis!

jangan di tanya sejak bila aku minat org korea, aku pun nda tau ne -_-

PFTTTTTTTTTT baru jua ku ckp;

Abgku,"Apa kau buat tu?"
Me,"Upload gambar"
Abgku,"Nda malu eh simpan gambar mu sendiri arh blog" -so what org punya suka la
Me,"APA EH MICKY kali ah"
My Bro,"Apane cam PUNDAN eh, sekajap Reyes lah apalah. Hensem lagi c HADRI rasa ku" -____________________-" APAKAN ABG KU ANE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BERABIZ!

MICKY PARK YOO CHUN <33333333333333333333333 SARANGHAE! lol

HAPPY FASTING

2008-09-02T03:24:00.007+08:00

Delete dosa-dosa lalu
Top up iman di dalam hati
& redeem pahala sebanyak mungkin.

Selamat Bulan Ramadhan!
buka tutup, buka tutup mata sudah tia bulan September. Hai September! So yeah baik tah puasa, sayang tu if inda puasa esehh & yatah bulan kan mengurus kan badan ne puasa ah. APAKAN lain tah plang haha. <333333

Smile always
Jangan marah-marah, batal karang puasa aaa. rilek sayang ku. ah yes, ane antara perkara-perkara yang membatal kan puasa. eseh. mcm guru ugama rasaku APAKAN.

Keluar air mani (sengaja), bersetubuh, mabuk, tidak sedarkan diri, bersalin, muntah dengan sengaja, memasukkan sesuatu kedalam rongga badan, murtad, haid/nifas, makan/minum, dll.

p/s: really sorry. but please, don't ever compare me with others. cause im more special. =)

Thanks For The Memories

2008-08-30T21:57:00.008+08:00

"you can't look back until it's time to look back when you're truly over it."

last 24th, Sunday was a blast. i don't feel like we're nothing. hmm... someway, it's okay but in some other way it's wrong cause his not mine anymore. but since it's our first & last day i guess it's acceptable. except for... *cough2*

last gifts.

am i moving on?
in a process. okay Im answering my own question -_-" still, move on is not an easy things to do, unless you hate that person. but i think, im doing well now. aku bangga ne time ne haha pakan. i wana thanks eno pasal 'marah' aku, banarrrr, mcm si emma suruh simpan coin tu balik arah beg ku, tapi aku 'mengerasi' masih bawa + simpan arh poket ku. sekali eno text aku, tarus jua lah ku simpan, & inda 'invade' his life anymore. & i feel better now, if aku masih liat, forsure aku still stuck.
HAHAHA gilaa bagus, baru eno text tu ah, alum lagi if ia di dapan ku hahaha. *hugs* i suggest ko jadi pakar motivasi XD

Mr.Eddy, motivation is not an ambition - baie berabis Mr.Eddy ah, first day nya sudah ia malu kan aku haha sampat lagi reminiscing tu.

"you don't need motivation, you just need time"

yes. and now. haha kesian jua eh. -_- i learned my lesson. THANKS everyone. =]

JIA YOU NAD!

p/s: c emma, 'cane kah perangai urg kan nek haji?' HAHA SABAR SAJA

I'll Be Free For You Anytime

2008-08-20T20:06:00.003+08:00

Rules

State 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself
The 10 people I tag are to then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.
No tag backs

1. Aku suka makan indomee. Wah apa lagi if campur talor & hotdog haha. *drool

2. Pantang dangar urg ucap kawan ku. >:/

3. Aku banci dangar lagu Tokyo Drift by Teriyaki Boyz. Pernah dulu time aku arh plaza seria ada tia lagu tu rh kadai cd kan muntah ku dangar wah *exaggerate but banar, tarus ku keluar from plaza tu -_-

4. Aku suka simpan quote lawa-lawa arah msg tempat draft hp ku. Haha eno sudah baca semua haha kelepatan.

5. Dulu asal ja aku keluar dari dapur, aku selalu ckp,"Keluar dulu!" haha sekadar, pengan wah. Now mulut ku suka ckp, "dahel", "memanjang", "tandang ko krg", "MELAMPAU", "Sssssssssssss"

6. Aku minat berabis arah music country

7. Suka pakai baju balik-balik HAHAHAHAHA! If kamu liat arh almari baju ku BANYAK baju yg masih balum ku pakai, lebih tepat masih ada tag harga lagi arh baju ku banyak-banyak ah. HAHAHA. Mama ku selalu tagur,"Kau ane mcm inda tedapat baju lain eh. Baju atu saja kau pakai. Nanti org ckp kau inda tedapat baju" -_-

8. Like guys yang tinggi & pakai glasses. ;)

9. Mama ku selalu sudah warning aku suruh pakai tudong. :x

10. Time aku dapat driving license, aku langgar something dua kali. Bapaku,"Apa lagi kau langgar ne?" haha nasib jua bapa ku paling COOL dalam dunia HAHAHAHA!

11. Aku slalu jogging rh kompleks sukan mumong. Asal ja jog, na pernah2 kan sampai 2 round, abis-abis pun satu round tapi masa hari ahad, dapat jua ku jogging 2 round non-stop. i guess psal aku danagr suara nya rh hp ku kali? Haha Nad move on waaaa haha pakan ckp sama diri sendri weuhehehe. aku suka jog pakai stokin. BANGGA ku eh. Ohya 1 round = 100meter. Abg ku,"org 20 round, inda jua bising cam kau -___________-

12. Funny that time kami sudah putus baru tah kan date. haha kira last date jua lah hari ahad ne. :S hope jadi :/

13. Jangan tah kan di tanya aku jalan-jalan arh Brunei ane. Okay Brunei melampau lah, ckp ja Kb, aku nda hafal jalan. HAHAHA. I seriously need Brunei Map. Aku mau map yg tunjuk semua nya yg ada show longkang, sungai, pasir, pokok haha melampau. If kamu ckp, "aku tinggal di Rimba" aku angguk ja tu padahal manaku tau tu mana Gadong, Lambak, Mata-Mata etc. HAHAHA!

14. Always wanted to learn piano & violin. Think saxaphone bunyi yang paling sexy sekali. haha out ku ah. tapi banar sexy berabis!

15. Never felt hurt like this before? esehhh start kan jiwang balik, so Rifkenous jangan heran if aku jiwang lagi. ;) HAHAHA

I tag all those linker's of mine :)

I Will Find A Way Without You

2008-08-16T00:37:00.002+08:00

I think I’m starting to doubt
as if fate was right all along.

We don’t have other choice
But to silently obey to let go.

Even though there’s a hesitation in my heart
I must pretend to smile.

We can’t return to the past
And changed what had happened

I will give you up
I won’t say a word

I’ll wait silently until that time comes
I guess we weren’t meant for each other in this lifetime……

Goodbye, you and only you,
till the end.

Thank you & take care, H.Z

We're All & This Together

2008-08-14T21:30:00.006+08:00

Saw this from Ea Hui & Hui Yi's blog and decided to post it here also. (; our messy dance from 5 Art and some 5sci.

I MISS CCMS so much!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i know our dance like HANCUR berabis especially at the back row sana *cough2* but so what OUR GRADUATION DAY kali ah LAST sekali tah tu buat performance di sana. aii aku rindu eh zaman kanak-kanak ribena ku.

5ART

I still remember, sorang kana 'kacau' semua 'masuk campur' mcm family =]
Arguing sama teachers; Jane Robert, Mr.Eddy, Madam Jolin, Madam Deepa (ane suka look down rh urg ne hahahahahahahaha! mental jua kami tu malar ckp2 trash -_-), Bio teacher apa namanya ah? lupa ku, Mr.Som & Miss King ane top teachers yg slalu kami bawa kelaie sampai menangis lagi tu cikgu ah, cari psal banar. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA dahel.
Lambat masuk kelas time ada afternoon class, then masuk dicipline office. V^^v But yg paling inda dpt lupa.

Kelaie sama form two students pasal duang write 'bad word' at our class room black board, HAHAHAHA kelaie jua lah hahaha kelaie sama org form 2 lagi tu; kanak-kanak *cough* but fun jua lah? HAHAHAHAHA AKU SUKA SUKA SUKA SUKA BERABIS! and aku MISS MISS MISS berabiz kami satu kelas jalan sama2 preparing everything together; performance, drama, singing, mc-ing, assembly. haahaha REMINISCING jualah!
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p/s: AKU MAHU MAKAN FRENCH TOAST kadai Cina arh seria! I just realized lama dah aku inda ke Seria :s

The Places You Have Come to Fear the Most

2008-08-09T19:37:00.001+08:00

sometimes letting go is the only way to move forward

Good News for People Who Love Bad News

2008-08-07T00:09:00.009+08:00

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life. That, you expect it to always be there, because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else, something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar. And in that moment you realized you're happy.

"people always leave but sometimes they come back"

everything in it's right place; thank you & for all these things that you've done; i forgive you.

Erase & Rewind

2008-08-04T01:02:00.011+08:00

time will make sure will get over you

not. sunshine, i seriously wana spend more and more time with you, do everything together. =] we'll do it all. anything. and forget the world.

one look and i'm mesmerized by your eyes. you’re coming like a hurricane. blowing down on me. cause it’s your mystery that captures me i’m falling in, drawing closer i just can't breath, i need an oxygen to be with you.

pardon me, i’m being honest cause i don’t hide — i speak my mind. but things get weird between us, we know better. i know you know that i love you boy always forever.

someday, if you need time away, i won't ask you to stay. but i don't want to lose you.
Rewind

CP VS PC

2008-08-02T01:15:00.010+08:00

People, i need your help to answer the survey regarding computer / piano beside. All you have to do is just vote.

For the past few months i'd been thinking either, computer or piano:

Computer is good for the future.
but
I'd wanted to learn Piano since like forever.

"Aku masuk class computer buang buring, then ndaa jua beguna certificate ah" thats what my cousin, Fau said. HAAHAHAHAHAHA. dahel.

"Buat apa ko mau masuk kelas piano buang duit, bek plang computer" My mum.

Okay-okay i use my OWN money kali ah bulehhhhh, that's why aku ragu-ragu ne, haha if inda worth it rugi jua ku tu ^^

"Aiiiii ko pilih piano aku sangka ko pilih computer THANKS! *hugs" Me.
"EHHHHHHH SALAH TAKAN KAH? wth aku pilih computer mula2" Eno.

-_______________________-

"if cyg, you choose apa? computer or piano class?" I
"i'll go for computer plang. p piano mau jua" z
"okay computer 1 - 0 piano errr :S 1 - 1" I
"eh, wait."z
"yeah?" I
"piano~ coz want to try new things and always wanted to play piano :D" z

=] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =]

SO? COMPUTER OR PIANO NE?

//kau' buat aku happy btw, HAHAHA aku suka kau.

BEST SINGER EVER!

2008-07-25T23:39:00.006+08:00

LMAO! I GIVE HIM 100000 STARS!
OMG ahahhaha, if you wannna hear the original version, the video is at the bottom, Stairway To Heaven OST.
i miss this song =]

Bo Go Ship Da

2008-07-24T21:34:00.018+08:00

i miss you

No matter how I wait
I cant go next to you, crying
You only gave me pain and you didnt know me
Are you telling me to leave?

I miss you, I miss you
To the point where I hate myself
I want to cry..
I want to kneel down
And if only everything didnt happen..
The memories where I loved you crazily..
Those memories haunt me
But i cant hide from this love any longer
I shouldnt do this
But i miss you to death.

---
suddenly, i miss this.
p/s: i've waited for 3 hours, again... =[

STALKER

2008-07-20T22:59:00.001+08:00

weirdo(s)

Finding A Way With And Without You

2008-07-14T20:05:00.004+08:00

no matters what happens, or what decisions you make, i will be right here waiting for you until the day you let go.

I LIKEY!

2008-07-11T22:46:00.001+08:00

ESPEED! WIRELESS! FTW!

HAPPY TWO MONTHS

2008-07-08T00:18:00.001+08:00

you have shown me better times. thank you z

I just love you, that's all.

2008-07-05T22:42:00.009+08:00

always forever

i see& feel you.

2008-07-03T16:39:00.009+08:00

your precious heart

i'll treasure & put my 100% trust on you.

i don't mind not knowing what i'm headed for. i need, want you always forever. don't fade away nor getting lesser,
cause when you never come back, i had to forget.

im well prepared..........

maybe not.
70% of yours for now.

SPAIN FOR THE WIN!

2008-06-30T23:49:00.006+08:00

"Spain ended their 44-year wait for a major international title with a 1-0 victory over Germany at the Euro 2008 final. (IN YOUR FACE GERMANY) It was the first time Spain had won the European title since 1964 and their first final since 1984."

Special thanks to Fernando Torres for the scored and the rest of the team, my brothers played well. ^^

This is what you got with a brilliant team work. A well deserved victory to SPAIN.

I told you, we can always put our trust on SPAIN

p/s: aku nda suka ballack hahha. and Iker Casillas is the real hero. =]

Notifying

2008-06-29T20:34:00.002+08:00

APPEARANCE
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ ] i think im ugly most the time
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

FAMILY
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

SCHOOL/WORK
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

EMBARASSMENT
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my trousers rip in public.

HEALTH
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I have/had asthma.

TRAVELLING
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.

EXPERIENCES
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

RELATIONSHIPS
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

HONESTY
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.

BAD TIMES
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.

DEATH
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.

MATERIALISM
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

RANDOM
[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are honest

i've left earlier than you'll ever know

2008-06-29T02:26:00.005+08:00

MSN being a bitch. sndjdfnvfj pakan mental. gprs hp pun na mau di kb ne =[ bali 3g ku eh. outtttttttttttttt

i miss you. =]

btw, sapa mau jadi teacher tu lupakan saja ah. hahahahhaha. out story ku ah.

To fall in love is like to fall in hell

2008-06-23T15:39:00.000+08:00

I really really love Abg Md Hadri Zuhairie Bin Abg Md Ali so much! :D

Happy Birthday ALICECIA <3

2008-04-28T13:05:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 18th, BIRTHDAY Alicecia! i wish you all the best in life [=

ouchh my legs hurt, tired, and i feel very sleepy. not really concentrate just now, blame that ass for making me thinking of him. Urgh!

everything is alright. i can do better if the old man just keep his mouth shut and watch his own student, i have my own teacher, he dont have to busy body, annoying ba!

Application

2008-04-24T10:04:00.003+08:00

Taylor's College = ministry of education in Brunei didn't approved.

not going to give up

will see the new me, promise.
strongest, nad.

No Use for Feeling Guilty.

2008-04-17T20:57:00.006+08:00

whats up with life? nothing much. okay okay why the hell i am talking to my self now? coz no one is reading my blog. haha mcm bnar. =] okay I'm answering my own question =/ i think I'm going emo nowadays. LOL.

Reading back my previous entry (well byk yg aku delete dh, not. aku save ja haha) So okay, I realized lots of things had changed.

Zamal will graduate next year. Alicecia still happily with Hakim, Mary Anne finally with Rigel :D and Enno, (ia suruh aku edit) told me that she's going to move on but, i dont think we can move on that easily. and she's finally continue her study in SMSA. good luck!

About me? nothing much to say actually. Sigh. stupid if im still waiting for ya. =] this is the time to start 'climb up' and 'catch everything' that I've left far behind.

but still, maybe, i'm still hoping.

it tooks time to forget, im nursing a hell of a broken heart and not the schoolgirl-crush kind, the real thing.

but i know, im wouldn't gave a damn at all.

B.R is a good guy, & the guy with brain =)

Love, nad.
JIA YOU!

Back!

2008-04-16T03:01:00.003+08:00

Wow! it's been like ages i didn't even ignored my blog =x oh well actually i do care, but it's just that the word LAZY seems like having a big crush on me u_u

its a shame to tell that i'd forgetten my pw for this acc :x but yea! yea!im here now & try to update thank to my miss beautifulcrazytoughsmallstubborn bestfriend, eno that had unintentionally inspire me to 'blog-ing' again. So yeah! Just wana say 'Hi!'

i'll be back later!

you gave me depression as a reason.
Sincerely, nad.

HELLO 2008!

2008-01-01T02:40:00.007+08:00

Today is the last day of 2007. Times goes by and will never came back anymore. What had happened, were a history, we cannot turn back time to fix it, but we can fix it in the future.

Well, year 2007 had brought alot of bad and good memories. I've learn a lot.

I getting more closer and closer with family, cousins, old friends, and also my new fantastic friends. I also realized that im not really spend a lots of time hanging out with my very special best friends, Eno, Zamal, Mary and Alicecia.

Zamal is in Kuala Lumpur continuing his study in Taylors College taking Culinary art course. Ia never changed langsung! but one more thing that I like about him now is his cooking, nyamann yoooooo! Good job, best friend!

Mary Anne, wooo she's the most beautiful girl in our group hehe. =] nothing changed too, makin poyo tejangkit sama aku adalah HAHAHA! =] ah! heard that her house is getting a lilbit 'bigger' because of the renovation; havent check it though. Hoping to step in to her crib again next year! In love with a guy name Rigel. Phew, at least I remember her boy's name :p Hopes Rigel will confess, c’mon man! lawa kali ahhh mary anne tuu baik lagi. you will regret it if didn’t make a move! Mary Anne is waiting for ya!

Eno, the shortest girl among kami 4 ane hahahaha. I saw her twins! look a like banarrr; hairs, height. Eh, wait height? Eno is shorter :p HAHA… However, Eno is prettier :) This year, i guess she spend more time at home, boring life? No, she told me that as long as she has a laptop! she can survive. Hahaha. That is she, waiting, waiting and waiting. =]

Alicecia, eventhought she's the youngest, but ia yg paling matang and selalu bg advice. Hehe. Very positive girl. Tapi if ia marah neeee semua urg takut HAHAHAH. A great life this year kan? =] I've been following everything, everything. Yea :) okay, this year, ada bf kali aaa udah, first boyfriend yo, so sapa kan mengurat inda dapat tu hahahahaha. I hope this is her first, and last, because they look good together and both of them were SO IN LOVE, trust me, heyy aku the matchmaker yo. HAHAHA tahan tuuuu trust me ;] Her boyfriend is Hakim, also a good friend of mine, I trust you to take care of Alicecia, if not, kick ass! Her first sister, Pris, had given birth to a baby girl! Congratulation!

Me, life is so far so good! :D only 'some' name at the bottom sini makes my life alil bit DSNBDJVNSZVBDSNBVDKS!

H: goodluck searching-searching LOL.

A: go get her, treat her good and don’t let her down.

you, Ad: ah anetah... how could someone show so much arrogance and demand? confuse. waiting. confuse. waiting. EGO!
I had every right to be bitchy at this point in my life when everything failed me. and at last, i'd make a choice to stop waiting and move on.

but then sudenly...

'Zirah, be my girlfriend'

finally, thank you for that. but i don't love you anymore.

i don’t give a fuck. Take that, bitch.
My God, it felt great. ;)

you, R : is very special. a trial. attracted. nothing. never regretted. emotional. stopped the trial, before the times fix.

"naïve". remain as friend. talk everything.

conversation. even though it's 'crazy'. but still very nice one. not regret. surprise? have a reason on my own.

not a right timing when we're friend. cant describe. having a good time spending some time with you.

someday. maybe next year, the real feeling.

I did not give a damn if I will offend you at that moment. :)

cause im well prepared and accept all the consequences that, we will becoming 'weird' and not going to talk again, maybe? who knows.

The conclusion is, I never changed as everybody commented.

Spec

2007-12-04T15:14:00.004+08:00

Blahhhh . yesterday, my family and I were going to Miri to send back my cousins. My mind set is just wanted to buy a new clothes. Clothes, clothes, and clothes. But when we arrived in Imperial mall.

My dad said, "aga ko ke tingkat dua, mama mu kata ko kan bali kaca mata baru agatah" I was like.... wth? Apa ehhhh. Yes, aku mau tukar, but wait Emma ikut jua so she can comment spec atu suitable ka inda ama akoooooo.

So here we goes, my mum. Yes my mum! always control aku *hahaha atu ya complaint* the way i dress, what should I wear, don't wear make up, don't wear that, don't wear this, everything! sampai spec ku pun mau interfere.

So the workers were treating, giving bunch of specs for me to try. Honestly, every things sana inda sampai ke expectation ku. Haha pakan. Wana go other shops, malas jua ku nanti kang bapa ku ckp, "Eh apa lagi ko ne mcam2, pilih, bali, pakai, jantah kan beeksen2" HAHAHAHA apa ehhh bapaku ne zaman modern kali ahh spec pun mesti la lawa juaaa -0-0-

Jadi nyaa aku just stay and choose, oh no, bukan aku choose, but my mum. not really like this spec, but, it's getting late udah. finally I said, "I choose this" hah! You should see my mum punya expression, smiling from ear to ear. Phshsshshshs. Haha mental jua eh.

When my dad ask how much the spec cost, pompuan tu ckp, "RM 760" I was like..... WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT?! Should I chose this? but my mum, and pompuan tu stubbornly said specs ne ngam ma aku (offcourse lah kan). Haha okay dad, I choose this, the final price is RM640 with discount.

If aku bali baju baru tu RM640 banyak dpt ku bali tu ah HAHAHAHAHAHA.

3/12/2007

A Long Day

2007-11-26T22:02:00.003+08:00

Okay. Breathe in, out, in, out. It was just last week I told that, my dad had encounter in an accident. Luckily, he is safe. Then on Friday, we have decided to a small function which in Malay call, ‘tolak bala’ its like 'shoo' away the ‘bad luck’. On the same day, my forth bro along with my sister in law and my niece car rusak rh Bandar -_- End up their have to follow police. Haha yea! Now my forth bro is using my car. Ketanya rh workshop.

Yeah, do you believe that abg ku second accident this morning? It is around 1.30 AM. It's funny that ketanya err bumps sama PIG. HAHAHAHAHA. Phew, thank god that my bro is safe.

Luckily, there is R , Alicecia and Eno chatting ma aku. Inda jua ku JCJNCJKFNJK! pakan. Thanks hehehehhe :S

Alum g abiz. Around 2 something, my mum accompanied by aunt Janiah, going to Panaga hospital. My mum has an appointment with Doctor Thomas to check her blood pressure.

Doctor Thomas says that it is better for my mum to stay rh wad sana until 7pm. I, at that time watching Hana Kimi (ada gtu), received a call from auntie Janiah informing me psal my mum so i call my dad to pick up my mum at 7pm. Haha yg bari sasak, biz ku becakap ma bapa ku, elektrik nada -___________-

It’s 7pm, I followed my dad to hospital. doctor Thomas kata blood pressure mama ku na mau turun ahh and he give us a choice, pindah kan ke Suri Seri Begawan Hospital, Kb or just rehat rh umah. We choose stayed at home with one condition that tomorrow at 8am my mum has to come to hospital once again.

Walaupun mcm sekadar tapi a long day ehh. Factors yg buat blood pressure extremely high I think pasal mum had received a lot of great news? eh? haha shock-ing news, lack of sleep, tired and many more. I know I cannot do what my mum have done to our family, but I will try my best to help decrease her works at home. ESEHHH HAHAAHAHAAHAHAHHA.

Last Day ; Always In My Heart

2007-11-22T23:39:00.006+08:00

It's 22 November 2007. I still cannot believe that my secondly chances to fix everything is going to stop today. I'm glad that, I don't have to think all of this again. To be truth, I am very lucky to be in Saidina Ali High School, even thought it's just for a year but i'd tones of memories that I could never ever forget.

Reminiscing back at the first time, I am standing, looking at the front door of my class. I have been sighing for uncountable times.

However, once I step in, everything is far different from what I'd thought. I discover everything, something new =] Yeah, off course, I am not changing from head to toe, but … ahhh… I know you do not want me to rambling here.

Oh how much I miss my lovely teachers, and ofcourse the pop ice, friendly canteen aunties… friends that are crazy… awwww I MISS YOU GUYZ!!! I love, love, love this year, 2007. The year that I felt a HUGE failure in my life… and the year that gain back everything, my courage, my passion, my everything

p/s : He took my picture td,Ad.
Miss Renata is the best teacher in this entire world!

DST djdndjnvdfkjmvdkf

2007-11-10T19:56:00.005+08:00

Internet is like a drug & im officialy addicted to it.

Melting On A Fake Twisted Words

2007-11-09T00:17:00.001+08:00

I don't understand wtf Emma brain's thinking. First ko tanya opinion ku then... BLAHH! Rasakan ku tumbuk wah laki- laki atuu. Shit eh tarang-tarang ne waaaaa. Sighhh.

Awu its hard to let go, but when ur so-call-PRINCE Charming CHEATED at ur back, call it true love? My ass! We can forgive but to forget it took FOREVER! Eyoh apakan mental ku ahhhh. Not to interfere, bt i dont want asshole tu hurt Emma again.

Jelousy

2007-11-07T12:39:00.003+08:00

Great! I can feel a heat of anger & jelousy from A when amer was right close beside me asking bout my new hp. So i step backward avoiding. But u still did'nt understand. =[

The most surprising part today Khairul & Fatin were BROKE UP ysterday. Aww, they are like my fav couple in class! :( bt dats Fatin fault tho, i hope, both of you will be together again. dont wait for me to whack ur head! apakan sibuk ku ane ah. hahaha.

2007 THE BEGINNING

2007-11-06T20:37:00.002+08:00

My first post YEPPE! Year 2007, I can say that this year is tough. Also ; a second chance in academic year, & everythings.

Moved to this new school in February & I LOVE IT SO MUCH! Make a TONES of new friends in Saidina Ali high school, here it's all began...

p/s: i still miss my oh-happy-childish-year with enno, alice and mary :)